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Ray :
the biggest lie we tell ourselves is that people actually care. they don't. and we'll be forgotten and moved on from in no time at all. that's the way of the world. making people stay for others, just to suffer themselves? nah, count me out.. of everything
2026-03-05 22:32:58
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Lillith :
parents are long gone. Kids are grown. my soul needs rest now. its better this way
2026-02-04 04:00:53
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༄˖°peachykhloe.ೃ࿔*:･ :
I NEED A THIRD BOOK NOWWWW!!! IM GETTING LIFE AFTER YOU I ALREADY HAVE THE FIRST!!!!💕 Collecting all Hayley grace books.
2026-04-11 23:20:06
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Mimi!! (𝒮𝓀𝒾𝓇𝓀𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒) :
WHOEVER WROTE THIS DESERVES THE WORLD😭
2026-02-03 21:18:23
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Von :
It was never a matter of “maybe the world is better without me” but rather maybe I’m better without the world
2026-02-26 04:31:36
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GillNeverlandv2fucktiktok :
I started having dark thoughts when I was 4. I made myself a promise when I was a teen : to try to survive until I was 27. Then I'll figure it out. At 27, I tried to off myself. The son of a friend and one of his friends (both were previous students of mine) figured it out... And saved me. I hated myself for that. But I couldn’t stop the dark thoughts. So I kept running on a self destructive path which led me to lend money I didn’t have to people so I could find another "valid" reason to off myself. Ended up in two psychiatric hospitals under two summer months at 29. Got out heavily medicated. Moved away from my friends to get closer to a family that I hated. All but one didn’t get me. That one person who actually did is a cousin I'm too scared to get close to, because that would mean one person in my family is worth it. Around a month and a half ago, I went to see the nurse who's been listening and trying to help me out since July. I told him "I'm fed up. I'm fed up of my ambivalence. I want to work but I don't, I want to do art but I don’t, I want to read but I can’t, I want to get out but I can’t, I want to see my friends but I don’t... I can’t bring myself to stay happy because I see darkness in every aspect of my life. I'm fed up with the suicidal thoughts, because they make me miserable. I can’t even enjoy drinking water at 3 am anymore. Just help me." That was the first time I put the right words on what I was feeling. And, gosh, the FREEDOM I felt after that... I went to see some friends I didn’t see in months. We talked a lot. I felt lighter each day. Got a "small" obssession over House M.D on the way. 😂 Then I saw my psychiatrist. I told him the same thing about my ambivalence. He replied that everyone had it, just in "easier" ways. That I had to find my own voice and make my own choices in the middle of mine's. I'm still 29, still heavily medicated, still on sick leave, not sure if I want the last transition surgery... But for the first time in my life, I'm slowly reaching peace with my own self. I feel lighter, wake up more and more in the morning, and actually end up smiling a bit more by myself. It's not easy at all. But you can make it.
2026-03-06 11:34:35
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stinkykevinofficial :
To everyone in the comments struggling: you’re not alone in this struggle, there’s so many people here alone sharing that sentiment. There is so much goodness and community out there waiting to be found, you just have to reach out. Give somebody a compliment, help someone you see struggling, strike up a conversation with an and you might find that they want the connection as badly as you. There are people that will love you and miss you, and you deserve to find them and their love, so please give yourself that chance and stay 💚 the world is better with you in it, even if you can’t see it right now
2026-03-20 17:37:02
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@@⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝꙰⃝ :
I am unmarried. I don’t have kids. I don’t have a partner. My parents are gone. My siblings are living their own lives. My friends have their own families to raise. I am just an afterthought in any group. No one will grieve that much for me.
2026-03-13 10:51:39
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PeaceMinus1né. :
crying while reading and picturing out this, coz i know, any moment I'll decide to perform this what ifs,
2026-03-15 11:54:59
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Nuggets :
No one will grieve me.
2026-02-28 05:17:52
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Denki :
jokes on yall i don’t have a best friend
2026-02-23 21:46:17
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msl :
this won't be the case for me if ever.. they'll happily go on with their lives relieved I'm gone
2026-02-19 07:29:59
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yniepej :
how my cats would feel when they dont see me anymore is what scares me the most 🥺
2026-03-01 07:36:32
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Jess :
i just wanna feel okay
2026-02-06 14:18:53
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Jaxx. :
balling my eyes out, i hate time.
2026-02-03 21:44:05
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heytintinpangilinan :
But I’ll be free, and that means more to me than everything you just said. I just want to feel ok.
2026-02-23 15:48:04
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⃟ :
poetry is life
2026-02-03 19:38:44
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Cate_333 :
Cryng so bad right now
2026-03-05 23:47:33
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acphs :
So you are assuming I have friends huh 🤔
2026-02-20 05:58:33
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Bulan :
Tears tears so much puddles. Thank you for writing this, as someone who just lost a soul relative in this way. Thank you.
2026-02-03 21:00:31
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CompSciGuy :
the mourning after
2026-02-03 21:21:06
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Clockwork Mongo #2 :
I miss my sister so much. It was 10 years t
2026-02-04 00:53:57
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Cristina :
22 years ago, I was there, on the edge. Nobody cared, so why should I care about them? I wanted to be over. I was saved in the last minute not by my family, but by a stranger. Now, I am a school counselor for adolescents. My birth family still doesn't care, but my kids(my own and the school's) are my world. So, yea, I am grateful to be alive now. I would've lost so much....
2026-03-06 18:00:15
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Alicia Forés :
I am here NOW. And no one cares. So no it won’t be like this for anyone and whoever tells me differently truly doesn’t know what it’s like to truly have no one
2026-03-06 02:27:56
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Kiwisunshine :
It was the hardest thing losing two grandparents, who I lived with for several years of my childhood, 9 months from each other. Being forced not to take everything they owned home. Having to watch half their lives go into storage and the other half go into garbage bags because I’d already taken too much home. The grass on my papas grave hasn’t even grown fully in yet. But at least he has my grandma now. I miss them both very much.
2026-02-07 07:11:37
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