nyx :
I currently have a close friend of mine with a similar situation, but all that I have to say is, don't ever feel ashamed or guilty for being this way, okay? semua orang punya kekurangan dan tantangannya masing-masing. Dan of course, udah naluri manusia jg terkadang akan merasa tidak cukup terhadap satu hal, apalagi mengenai hidup. It doesn't mean that you don't appreciate life enough, cuz we all go through things and it's okay
As long as you know there are things you can cherish and focus on, maupun itu orang terdekat, keluarga, hobby, kerjaan, apapun itu just keep on going. Ga perlu mengisi kekosongan itu skrg dengan mencari sesuatu yg wah, atau memaksakan diri untuk bisa lgsg merasakan lebih dalam. Emotional numbness takes process to heal, no matter how long you need it. Gapapa kalo hari-hari mu itu b aja, kyk gaada apa-apa... Just keep on living on the normality of it to fill that emptiness and it'll be enough, it'll soon be enough 🫂
2026-02-05 07:06:25