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hi, baby. i hope you get to read this. thank you for the 1 year and 4 months of love we shared. you became a happy part of my life, and i will never regret meeting you. i’m sorry if you had to endure my attitude for so long. i never regretted loving you. i never made a mistake choosing you, remember that, okay? i’m sorry if i’m not perfect and not good at explaining things. but i hope i’m finally able to explain my feelings properly now. i’ve been enduring for so long, seeing you get hurt because of me. i never wanted us to end up like this. i really thought we were for the long run, but who knows, right? hdhs. thank you for all the happy plans we made and for the love i will never forget. you were the first to make me feel all of this, the first to give me all my first times. we’ve been together for so long, yet you didn’t even listen to my side and just left me. but it’s okay, i’m used to it anyway. but if you’re mad at me, i’ll never understand why, because i explained everything properly. our memories will just remain as they are, and i will never forget all of them. on your birthday, be happy even without me, okay? i hope you find the kind of love you want and deserve. in our one year and four months together, everything was truly happy for me. when you reminded me to eat, drink water, and take care of myself — i knew i was winning. but what i don’t understand is how we ended up like this. we were so happy, our relationship was so healthy. i’m very thankful to the lord because somehow, he answered my prayers during the year we were together, guiding us. now, i hope the lord continues to guide you and never leaves you. i tried my best to be enough, but i was never enough. i tried everything, you know that — from virtual gifts, personal gifts, letters, long messages, and everything else. i still can’t believe that because of one misunderstanding, everything ended up like this. from now on, i’ll start moving on. thank you for making me happy, for supporting me, and for guiding me in everything. always remember that i’ll be here by your side, even if we’re no longer talking.
2026-03-22 07:52:43