@millygoldsmith: 📔Chapter 31: the deadline for love It’s weird I’m fine one day and then not the next Like today I’m fine. I’m loving life. I’m loving my singeHOOODD But 2 days ago, I wasn’t. My mood was interrupted by this overwhelming sense of fear and panic Like SHIT I’m 28 and I’m still saying later ha haha but I’m fine with it??? Like I’m happy and if I’m like this for the rest of my life it won’t phase me because it’s all I know But the fear comes when i actually sit and think…huh…I haven’t experienced that thing everyone raves about and “can’t live without” Like that thing called love. The thing people say is the best feeling in the world?? Almost so goood that it feels like a drug Crazy Crazy how I’ve never come close to that feeling So then I’m like f*ck I WANT THAT but yeah I’m not doing anything about it because I’m so comfortable so I just tell myself I’ll experience that later (That ‘later’ is now and also 4 years ago) Sooooo…I had a little wobble in therapy because I realised ah shit time is no longer making me feel comfortable, if anything it’s making me feel panicked Idk if I’m making sense But just another brain dump as always

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