meowzabelle🚦 :
when I'm with my school friends, I almost always end up trailing behind them jokingly asking "Why am I behind, guys?", but no one ever hears me. I have so many friends in my batch, but none of them ever come up to talk to me or hangout with me on their own. I was gone for 3.5 weeks recently, and no one really cared. what I never realized, was that it was the same way with my family too. whenever we're all together, and even my aunt's are around, no one ever seems to pay attention to me or what I have to say. Was on a trip recently, and everytime I tried to talk to them, they were talking to each other, or to my sisters, and didn't hear me. just now I was talking with my family, and I kept trying to say "I love farms, I wish we could go back", but I got interrupted more than 5 times, and just stopped talking. Maybe I just always try to speak at the wrong time, but it's weird it happens nearly every single time. no one really hears me or looks at me, and I guess thats kinda my fault?? I guess years of being a more quiet kid made them used to not seeing me
2026-03-26 15:08:59