g_starmz :
gym was the thing that kept me going every day from the start of year 8 in secondary school. till current day.I wanted to end it all back then and sink in the failure and anger drowning me. Each weight i lifted from bench, to cables, to free weights was what pushed me to keep living each day. Days went by and my hatred for myself and letting myself be a push around and a loser grew more and more, the gym changed everything for me. It helped me build confidence, it helped me grow and want to become better then everyone around me, it gave me a community and i had people who looked up to me and respected me who also wanted strength and a way out from reality but most importantly just showing up to the gym is the reason why i became who i am now. I’m so grateful for everyone i met, the struggles i went through, the people who gave me strength and motivated me to be better even if it was people who gave me motivation through hatred. I will always be grateful for picking up those weights and deciding i need to change. Whoever reads this and can empathise with this, dude, keep pushing, keep showing up, no matter how bad life gets show up for me and all these other people who struggle or feel worthless, you will always be important and worth more then you could see right now but just keep pushing and pulling those machines and lifting those weights, do it and do it until you see the potential and worth you have, things will turn out good in the end so don’t make this your last chapter in your book, fill it with loads of pages until the end. keep a little faith and sooner or later you will answer the questions that you question about yourself today. i’m proud of you.❤️
2026-04-18 21:46:58