el :
You came into my life when I wasn’t looking for anyone. I wasn’t looking for love, I wasn’t searching for someone, and I never expected you to be the person who would change that. At first, I didn’t care about you, but you kept showing up until your presence became something I got used to. Little by little, you became important to me without me even noticing. You knew I liked you too. You knew my feelings were real, yet you still chose not to pursue me because of your friends. You let their opinions decide for you, and because of that, we never got the chance to see what we could have been. The truth is, I was willing to risk everything for you. You just texted me when you feel ok or you don’t feel bad, but I was ready to stay, to listen, to comfort you, and to be there for you even in your lowest moments. I would’ve chosen you without hesitation, but you couldn’t do the same for me. You gave me hope for something real, then left without a word. No explanation, no proper goodbye, just silence. And maybe that’s what hurts the most — not only losing you, but knowing you wanted me too and still let me go. The last thing I knew about you was that you already had someone else. At that moment, I still couldn’t let you go. I held on to the memories, the what-ifs, and the feelings I once had for you. But after a couple of months, I finally found the strength to let you go. Maybe we were never meant to be, but you will always be my TOTGA. Not because we had something, but because we could have had everything if only you were brave enough to choose me.
2026-04-21 10:24:52