Luxury PSX :
if you're reading this, I miss you so much na 🙁, I really do. I know na wala tayong naumpisahan or anything, pero bakit naging ganito ako ka-attach sayo? To the point that I'm willing to do everything for you. You’re just a stranger on day one, but one day you became my everything. Ksy, I may have found the reason to move on, but I can’t find the reason to do it. Maraming paraan, yes, and dapat ginawa ko na, pero I can’t. Not because I want to, but because my heart still chooses you, even when my mind already knows it shouldn’t. I can’t accept the fact na wala namang "tayo," pero ang hirap mo i-let go. Andaming what if's. What if nag-stay ka? What if you didn't stop contacting me? What if we continued? Tbh, I tried, you know. I tried to move on, to forget, to find someone else, someone easier, someone who would actually choose me back. Pero kahit anong gawin ko, it always comes back to you. Ang sakit lang isipin na I gave you a place in my life that you never really asked for, pero hindi ko rin kayang bawiin. Maybe that’s the hardest part, loving someone who never became yours, but somehow still feels like home. And if loving you from a distance is the only way I get to keep you, then maybe, I’ll keep doing it until the day my heart finally learns how to live without you. Kasi hanggang ngayon, hindi ka pa rin nawawala sa isip ko. I catch myself wondering if you’re okay, if you’re happy, if someone’s taking care of you the way I always wanted to. Kassandra, if I was born to yearn for you for the rest of my life, then I have found the reason to live my life to the fullest.
2026-05-23 10:01:52