Anne :
nobody has ever apologized for how they treated me, they just blame me for how i reacted. they blame me for my anger and my attitude, as if yun lang yung kwento, as if wala silang part sa kung bakit ako umabot sa ganon. they see the reaction but ignore the reason, they judge the way i responded pero hindi nila tinitingnan kung ano yung paulit-ulit na ginawa sakin bago ako mapuno. i’m not saying i was always right, alam ko rin naman na may mga mali ako, na may times na hindi ko na-handle ng maayos yung emotions ko. pero nakakapagod din pala na lagi nalang ako yung inaasahang umintindi, ako yung dapat mag-adjust, habang sila tuloy lang without even acknowledging what they did. parang ang dali lang i-dismiss yung naramdaman ko, like it didn’t matter enough to even deserve a simple sorry. and the truth is, i didn’t become this way overnight. hindi naman ako basta naging ganito for no reason, i was patient, i stayed quiet for so long, i tried to understand kahit ako na yung nasasaktan. pero darating talaga yung point na mapupuno ka, na hindi mo na kayang i-sugarcoat lahat just to keep the peace. maybe my reaction wasn’t perfect, pero it was real. it came from a place na matagal nang nasasaktan pero hindi napapansin. and i think i deserved at least the same level of understanding that i gave, hindi yung ako nalang palagi yung mali sa huli just because i chose to finally speak up about what hurt me
2026-03-19 11:58:41