@the.lnner.lens: Growing Up Misunderstood Changes You.#psychology #psychologyfacts

Gokulssjgodblack :

This is me unfortunately

hhxtred🫟 :

The Lnner Lens :

It breaks my heart to read these, but it also makes me feel less alone—thank you for being brave enough to share. To everyone who's holding back because they fear being misunderstood or judged: your voice matters, and your feelings are valid. Let's keep this conversation going, and maybe one day, we'll find the courage to say the things we've been keeping inside.❤️❤️

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telling them didnt change shit. asked for a therapist and psychiatrist for months and it was just pushed off week by week. told them i was depressed, not specifically that id been having this feelings and thoughts since atleast 6th grade. but they couldnt just understand or show me that theyre trying to undestand. they say they care but they cant show me when it matters, theyve never noticed or checked up on me when i suffer in silence. its always situational, if i dont come to them , they wont bother to check up on me. i swear my parents emotional neglect has brought me to this point. never cared to talk when im isolating, avoidant, or always using distractions. instead they get upset at me, would hit me and take the outlets away by breaking my xbox, breaking my phone, by grounding me, and by taking away the opportunity to drive and others alike. i think things like this trained me to avoid vulnerability, come off as angry, am irritable or set off so easily, andcry so quietly where i cant even cry for more than 10 seconds before i automatically suppress it and it builds up and it feels like i want to scream.I tried talking, i tried being open, theyve sent me to mental hospitals and ive worked so hard in every place or program ive been in, but never changed and it just feels the same. now all this anger from the same feelings from before just comes up as anger time and time again. all going to those mental hospitals have done is give me false hope and lead to more depression and anger towards myself that comes off externally. im always comepletely fine anywhere but my house and with anyone but my parents, but i dont actually want to be anywhere else, i just want to feel something from them. when they visit in the hospital, i feel loved, i feel supported, i feel at ease, but when i get home its no different, i always feel alone unless im distracting myself, and everything just feels like a distraction from how i feel when im at home.

kaekrazy :

I don’t at all tell my mother anything . I can’t even love her tbh .

ruins :

SAI :

Cody’s_5.6_titan :

Not only do I not tell them everything I don’t really tell anyone anything I just say I’m fine

➫♣£¥£♣➬☛kෆ :

Zedo☆ :

How does tt know what I’m in

ryan tilsner :

told them and they laughed

渦 :

How do you know

Victor.ignat2017 :

ai :

i got yelled at for trying to vent but it’s ok if other kids vent to my parents .

Chicken❦ :

Cut the cameras that made me cry

Old account an don’t care :

camiii towne 💜 :

no just I dont wanan break them

Elianna_slays😝allday :

It’s to Risky to repost

Carlos :

Christiaan yzelle :

im just scared its going to be brought up later and used against me

robin :

This is me before but now I break often like an outburst of anger

type it :

I love my family but I never talked to them everyday I feel pain without even talking to them