@rosydollprincess: i wish i could redo it #ptsd #cptsd #sa #csa #csaawareness

loveleague :

but what if it never actually happened and I just made it up?

ains :) :

I feel like something happened to me when I was younger but I have no memory and it’s driven me crazy for years. I started showing signs of sa around 2nd grade and I have a lot of gaps in my memories around that time too. I still show so many signs and I want to know so badly if I’m just making it up. But I literally can remember things clearly from when I was 2 but I’m missing so many chunk of my memory from when I was 7-8

em 🪐🧡 :

can't even remember it so why does it matter?

kaya.free 🇵🇸 :

And this is how if effects me now

🪭 :

then the infamous birthday when you turned 10-11 and everything is crystal clear

jules🗝️ :

cocsa. and im just now realizing how many times it happened, who it was, how it shaped me, and how it makes me feel NOW at 19. (its acc making me go crazy and no one knows except me)

dale 🐞 :

didn’t realize what it was until i was still peeing the bed at 13.

kaylee😼 :

my mind just blocked out EVERYTHING before 5th grade. I wish I could remember

vinny :

can someone help me find out if it counts? i really dont know

Jouls⁷ :

Don’t wanna remember

cheesy_the_cheesy_cheese_ :

I used to fear dark spaces to long, but that’s because my own father locked me in my own room as a child an it was pitch black and all you could hear was my voice going out from crying an trying to beg an plead for the door to be open I was saying I was going to be better I was going to listen other words were said but I can’t recall an a radio that blasted kid music

♱kiira。 :

but i genuinely can’t tell if it was a dream or a memory

pdawg :

i don’t remember

𝄞𝄢 :

i hope everyone in this comment section is okay

Frog :

I can feel it, at the edge of my mind. Familiar yet unknown.

REN?! :

it took my childhood from me, I have little to no memories of younger me.

Angel😚 :

Reposting for everyone who thinks they can’t. Just know you CAN repost. Don’t be ashamed or scared to speak on it.

vinny :

i still dont know if it was bad or not

wis_ninie :

that’s enough actually

eli ୨୧ :

i don’t wanna talk about it.

b :

My parents swept it under the rug and never talked about it, so I always felt unsure about what happened. Then I was given the police report when I turned 19!

melody🪽🎧 :

lowk be thinking I’m crazy sometimes

vienne :

😍✨cairee✨😍 :

Don’t do this right now

ayesykes :

Yep and you realize all of a sudden that it wasn’t right years later.