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I begged God for you to stay, I hate to admit it, you destroyed me in ways i never believed a human could, fractured me where i was already a fragile, left ruins where devotion once lived, but still, i prayed, i prayed for your footstep to turn back, for your heart to soften, for your mind to change course and choose me, i pleaded not for what you did to me, but for who you once were when you held me gently, perhaps that is the cruelest truth of love, but even after the wound is dealt, we still kneel for the hand that struck us, hoping it might also be the one to heal us, i begged god for you to stay, not because you deserved it, but because my heart not yet know how to survive your absence.
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