essence :
"REVEREND INSANITY IS UNBANNED NOW"
My closed eyes finally wanted to peek at the world once again, my legs finally wanted to stand up once again, my heart finally wanted to beat once again.
The feeling was as if I had been trapped in a long, endless sleep, and now the air tasted like freedom, the ground felt like home, and every pulse of my heart screamed that I was no longer just surviving--I was alive.
I opened my eyes and I saw that an unknown person had entered my room, shouting. His body looked exhausted, sweat covering his whole body as if he had just climbed out of a river. But yet his face shone with a brilliance born from overwhelming excitement.
Though this person was a complete stranger, I didn't care about his identity anymore. I stood up from the chair that I've been sitting in for decades.
I walked toward the window and looked outside once more. The sky was wide and blue, calm as if the world had never known chaos. Sunlight spilled across the earth, warm and steady. Somewhere nearby, children laughed while running through the streets, their voices light and carefree. The plants stood bright and green, alive with the rhythm of the wind. A soft breeze drifted from east to west, slipping through the window and brushing my long hair as gently as it moved the leaves of the trees.
As I was looking at the scenery, a vast sea of memories emerged from deep within my heart. I couldn't keep it inside any longer as I had to express it outside:
"The older the past, the vaguer the memory.
But...even this dense fog couldn't hide that one reverie.
Was losing hope but remembered, he never did.
Could no longer persevere but something within reminded me, he never bid.
A feeling of uncertainty, whether this is reality or dream,
but, I don't care what it is.
I'd love to experience this till the end.
Just like him, comprehending heaven and earth from The Legends Of Ren Zhu,
I'd also like to comprehend the world from his legends.
Welcome back...
Great Love Immortal Venerable!"
At the next moment, with the lack of energy, I fainted...
2026-03-08 11:51:10