‧₊ཐི⋆Rina⋆ཋྀ₊‧Slimeknight CEO :
I have no one who points me out in pictures anymore, who texts first, who points me out in group chats, who replies to me, who actually walks with me when they see me in the halls, who asks if I’m alright, I’ve never had someone who asks to hang out first, who invites me to walk with them instead of behind, who invites me to sit over, who makes space for me, who invites me to hangouts, who notices when I’m not okay, who doesn’t make me feel miserable, who calls me their best friend, who I’m actually always enough for. I’ll never be the person people liked last year. I won’t be funny, or kind, or someone trying to get better. I’ll always be awkward, and self-destructive, and quiet, and isolate myself, and shrink down so no one will notice me. And maybe the outcome will be my fault, but I’ll just be the same person I was 4 years ago. I’m just there. And if I don’t have fear holding me back from doing it maybe it’ll be my fault that I shut myself out, that I never texted anyone because they never texted me, because I was selfish enough to feel unwanted.
2026-05-16 04:11:00