Hades :
I gave up, there's no future for us, she will never choose me, and I will never accept to live my life with someone who doesn't feel like I'm enough, I'm done, it's been six years, I'm not even in love with her, I just want her to be with me, want her to regulate my nervous system and to protect me from myself, but it's over now, I should accept it, I left my county and my family and my friends to be with her, but she said that I did it for me, I cannot live a life with someone who's not capable of accepting the depth of my feelings, and even if I did, she'll never choose me, I tried so hard, to make her love me by loving her more, but I'm slowly coming to a realisation, that there's no future for us, and that I should find someone else and learn to move on.
2026-03-20 22:49:26