AliZiSie :
Yk, it's always "Why can't you be like your cousin?" "Why aren't your grades like theirs?".. "Why aren't you this" "Why aren't you that".., But it's never "Im proud of you" "Your doing great", "Wow you did a good job" "You did your best and that's enough", There will always be someone better than me, and you know what good for them., But is that all matters to you? Being better or worse to someone else, I'll never reach those god forsaken standard they were built to be impossible, Because the second i reach one another one appears right behind, I've worked for months years, just for all of my achievements to be overshadowed by anyone you could possibly think of, it's ALWAYS been comparison, Never the appreciation, always the judgement, and never the acceptance of me just doing my best., I've worked so hard, I've played my part, I've done my absolute best, but it seems even my best will never be enough for you,. And while i might not be as good as them in your eye's, I have my own qualities too, I know who I am. And it hurts to realise that you don't. I just wish one day i just don't wake up anymore, im tired doing my best just to be compared. Im sorry
2026-03-26 23:38:51