Ivy♡.(^ 3 ^ ) :
which is weird because I remember us how we fell asleep in eachothers arms, how many hours and days we've spend on calls even if nobody talked, how you held my face and cleaned those tears of my eyes, how gentle you were to me, how I was your everything and how you were my world, how you held my hands, how warm your hugs were oh how it felt like home, how many times we have shared thoughts and laughs, how many gifts you made for me and how inlove you were with somebody so stupid like me, how you saw and looked at me in a way I never thought I'd see, how your pupils went wide when we held an eye contacts too much cause you were scared of holding one, how I closed my eyes so that you can actually see that there's somebody next to you, how we cuddled while watching a movie, and oh those countless nights when we stayed way past 12 pm, how many times we drew eachothers or in ships we found us in, how we collected berryfunny videos for our collection, how we cooked together or when you just stared at me with such interest, how we bought SB and Sharky(our shark plushies names), how I was always there to talk to the cashier cuz you were too afraid to say a word, how you helped me overcome my fears and become the best version of me not cuz of force, how much you waited for me, how you stayed despite pushing you away countless times, how you understood me, how you loved me. And now, look at us. All of this will be sooner or later just a fragile memory for both of us, like walking on a clear path and suddenly you step on a glass. but I'll always remember that time when we were running on the beach and even if we stepped on something sharp from our past before we collided, atleast the other one was there to patch up the wound. Now it's all going to be a memory. Something we once had, and it'll never come back despite what we do. Your parents have the control. I still haven't lost hope, but I see how you avoid calling me yours, how you used to call me all of those nicknames, how now the silence is not something warm, but cold. Truth is, I will never ever be able to move on. I can never forget you Vicky, even if I try. I can never forget you or what we had. I still love you.
2026-05-03 17:26:59