rori𐙚 :
the curse i feel for this is also the pain of seeing evry detail about the person almost knowing themselves entirely just by observing closely every detail, but realizing that its ugly why u see and people will never ever admit to what u see so u shut up, because in reality no one really wants to know themselves entirely, no one wants to accept how bad they are or could be that they dont even see it, being completely aware of EVERYTHING, even the smallest things, or biggest like whats going on in the world, ur mind always thinking about solutions, problems, ways, anything and everything never shutting up and thats why u notice everything around u, no amount of drugs can ever shut down this, so u ignore it smoke it until ur mind becomes unclear, going crazy each day, but never express it, u realize there doesnt exist a single person with a mind like this so this time u really shut up u saw in ur head that even if u talked about it no one is there to listen that actually wants to listen to whatever ur saying, people even if they dont want they are the most selfish being in the universe, the mindis complicated its not ur fault ur a bad person atleast not completely, trust me even with awareness u can be a bad person
2026-03-22 13:02:04