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And even after all of that, I still love you, just like I promised I always would. I know I messed up, and I know I changed your perspective of me, but please come back. I’ll change, and I promise I’ll be better for us. Just love me one more time, please, I’m begging you. I miss you so much, please come back to me. I promise I’ll treat us better this time, just please come back because the pain is unbearable. It was so hard for me to be happy, but then I met you, and you became the greatest thing that ever happened to me. I miss you so much, and I still wish you’d come back to me. Our love still exists in those pictures I refused to delete. I miss you so much that I write about you in my notes while crying. I genuinely miss you. I’ll keep waiting, even though I’m not sure if you’re ever coming back, but I still hope you do. I lost interest in eating when you left me. I became depressed when you left me. I became the person I never wanted to be when you left me. I still read our old texts. Yes, I still look at our old photos. Yes, I still haven’t moved on yet. I just want to feel your love again, and I miss the way you used to treat me before. No words can describe how much I miss you. You knew I really wanted it to be you. I changed myself just to be with you, not knowing I’d end up losing myself, while you changed on me and left like I was never enough. You were already losing feelings for me while I was trying so hard to become better for you. I skipped lunch every day just to buy you a gift, and you left without even accepting the gift I struggled so hard to buy. And yet, here I am, still loving you. Your name is still the password I refuse to change. But maybe one day, you’ll finally realize how much I actually changed just for you. It took losing you for me to finally change, and I just wish so badly that you could’ve met this version of me. I love you Mary Jo.☹️
2026-03-26 11:05:34