Minutetech ★ The Sealion :
I liked a girl from a different class and is one year younger than me because even though we're a room and year apart she notices me more than those beside me and near me. For background and purpose of the yap, I'm someone who likes to hide their feelings and emotions and I don't care if this sounds edgy but it's a fact, people who have gone through too much or have gone through more than what they could handle would be hiding their emotions because their brain is always on high alert. And for the purpose, well I just want to rant since I have no one to rant to and I have to act strong around her. And to start, she's one of those people who is intelligent with good looks and pretty appealing to the students while I'm just a laid back student who doesn't seem to care about anything that's going on, and just to put some image on myself since I wouldn't like people looking down on me (Note I'm not prideful just insecure), I'm pretty gifted in intelligence, especially through Numbers. One day I'm just doing my usual activities and just minding my business she just appeared by my window, (I have just gone through a heartbreaking break up with my Ex not long ago which hurt me a lot more than I needed it to) she went there to talk to one of my friends whom I'm not name dropping, and just stood their by my window yapping, and by looking at her she seems intimidated by how I look which I hoped she didn't, and suddenly she decided to talk to me which is pretty rare for me as I grew up as a loner and usually embarassed by my classmates, she talked to me like I'm close to her and well of course I responded, we got along pretty well and I enjoyed talking to her, but she had to leave soon due to classes which kind of bummed me out since it's the first time I socialized with someone that quickly and I just went on with life. But unexpectedly later she appeared in front of our classroom door which I didn't pay much attention too until the same friend of mine called me saying that the girl was actually waiting for me, and so I went up to them and asked her what she wanted, and she didn't speak for awhile and just stood there, it was silent for a few seconds but then she asked me
2026-03-20 15:05:34