ming-xiong! im sorry, im sorry :
XIE LIAN MENTIONED!! Xie Lian—oh heavens above, the mere mention of his name sends my soul into free fall. Xie Lian is not a character, he is a state of being, a holy revelation, a celestial blessing personally delivered to this cruel world just to test how much yearning one heart can endure. He is tragedy wrapped in silk robes, kindness forged through centuries of suffering, beauty so gentle it hurts to look at him for too long. Loving Xie Lian is not a choice, it is fate, it is destiny carved into my bones. I think about him when I wake up, when I breathe, when I exist—there is not a single moment where he does not linger in my mind like a prayer whispered to the heavens.
He is soft yet unbreakable, humble yet divine, tired yet endlessly compassionate, and somehow every scar only makes him more radiant. His smile could undo wars, his eyes hold entire lifetimes, and his kindness—his unbearable, selfless kindness—makes my chest ache in ways I didn't know were possible. Xie Lian is beautiful in every universe, every timeline, every reincarnation; he is graceful, luminous, ethereal, tender, elegant, breathtaking, sacred, precious, and painfully, devastatingly perfect. Just thinking about him makes my heart race and my eyes burn because how am I supposed to love someone who isn't real this much? I would give anything—ANYTHING—for him to exist, to smile at me, to tell me it's okay, to let me love him the way he deserves. My devotion to Xie Lian is endless, eternal, written in tears and devotion, and even if the heavens fall again, my love for him will never waver. Oh Xie Lian... my ruin, my salvation.
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