@itshoevid.19: #fyp #foryoupage

𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐢 ۶ৎ :

anj :

never againn. my biggest regret was not that i loved them. it was the fact that i didn’t love myself enough to leave when the circumstance required it. i hope anyone who’s going through smth like this would find the strength to leave and choose themselves. in the end, that’s all we’ve got

08whitemochaaaaaa :

f*ck this is how I am feeling right now

AnishaG' :

But I can see he’s trying too and that breaks me that it’s still not enough so maybe I’m the problem?

lein :

and when you finally gather the courage to explain how his actions are hurting you, he just shuts you down with “hindi kita maintindihan… parang kang ewan… ewan ko sayo,” like your feelings don’t make sense and never will, it hurts in a way that’s hard to explain because you tried so hard to understand him, to be patient, to adjust, to love him gently, but he never even tried to understand you, and instead of meeting you halfway, he made you feel small, like you had to silence yourself just to keep the peace, until you slowly started losing parts of yourself just to stay.

trishia 🇵🇭🇨🇦 :

It’s draining to love someone who can’t meet you emotionally. You keep trying to be patient, to understand, to make it work but your feelings always feel like they’re too much or too complicated for them.So you slowly learn to stay quiet, to need less,to feel less.And that’s how you lose yourself while trying to keep the relationship.

J :

If I leave I'll lose everything, cause I already lost myself. what should I do chat...

Ailee :

Me right now. It's so draining. I'm getting tired 🥺

user5965150081461 :

then we keep holding on hanggat makaya na nating umalis, or makaya na nating aalis sila.

Gab :

Going through this now and trust me when I say that you will get to a point where you won’t want to explain anymore. You’ll truly realize it’s a waste of time. Once it sinks in that they won’t ever grow with you emotionally and you accept it. It’s easy to let go.

Tempest :

I think I’m going to leave it’s not worth it anymore

lallaina :

Im slowly losing myself idk how to recover.

aebishidee :

You’re not asking for too much. You’re just asking the wrong person.

k :

why cant he be better for me

. :

i can’t repost but i was here 😔

toxic4am :

I just wish she would understand but the push and pull is mentally draining me. I have to chose myself as bad as I don’t want to. I’ll always love her but she’s not gonna change and I’ve waited long enough hoping she would

Quan :

Completely lost myself trying to be understanding and patient nothing changed it hurt to leave but it’s much more peaceful now just want to be loved !! Seems like it’s too much to ask for

istakaruu :

Sobrang nakakadrain!!!!!!

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Jjjjj :

And then i left for the better

Carson :

You have to make the choice that’s best for yourself. It’s finally the time to choose yourself for once. It’s going to suck, but trust me, you WILL eventually start to find yourself again and feel better. Just need to give it time.

Thalia Mendoza 🤍 :

paigey2420 :

reading this hurt my feelings so much because this is my exact situation.

Diemlahbabi :

Bhaaaapp

leaonho :

but he's also trying. i know.