dumpnikylz :
"gaano ka kahalimaw mag mahal?"
I promised him that I'll wait even if it takes decades so I did it, it's been 1 month and 2 days of waiting for him na. I tried everything just to make him mine again, then I faked that I already moved on and may ina-admire na ako to make all of my friends confused kasi sabi nila sakin na "wala kana pag-asa jan" but deep down I still truly loved him I needed to fake things up just to make my friends believe me, fvck. I realized I ruined everything, yk why? he was missing me but then he found out that I was admiring someone new, He chose to move on. And yes I lost the chance to be with him again.
That time na gina fake ko lahat nayun I was still yearning for him, I still miss him, he was everything I wanted, but in the end I chose to love and wait for him silently, Rham, if you're reading this rn just wanted to say let me love you silently, while you're loving him loudly, My heart still wants you back bebe sorry if I make all those things up po:(( I just wanted to protect my self against them I don't want them to attack me, pls rham. Hope you understand what I'm doing po:( I'm making all of this for you po:((( I'll continue waiting and yearning for you bebe, just take care of yourself.
2026-05-16 00:15:24