Chapminnn :
I'm not sure what this means, but I actually feel lost, alone, and quieter. I want to be alone in silence, and I listen more when I'm in a conversation. I don't relate to my life as it has been, including now. I'm questioning everything: nature, the planet, every living thing, my life, is this real or fake? I've slowed down a lot in noise and the way I move throughout my life. I'm confused because if there are messages, downloads, signals, new energy, and so on, I can't see, hear, or feel them yet. I'm trying to find a community that I can be a part of regularly, being that I don't feel like I can convey, feel, or intrigue anyone in my life about what is going on with me or trying to develop my spirituality.
2026-05-25 20:09:09