Gelo :
You promised me that you would never leave me. I loved you, I really did. I tried, I tried everything. I tried to love you the way you wanted to be loved, I tried to hold you as gently as I could, I poured everything to you and to think that It wasn't enough for you to stay. You said you were tired and used it as an excuse to leave me and guess what? I was also tired. Tired of putting up with your pride, your avoidant attachment, you couldn't even check up on me for whatever reason. And after a just like a month or so is may minyday ka kaagad, I really became insecured with that because I thought na I didn't loved you enough, that I didn't gave you enough of me, that I wasn't enough for you. I didn't leave just because I'm tired because I know that isn't a good enough reason to leave, yet you couldn't even find a reason to stay. And if you think na I didn't fight for us? I did. All those years I fought for us, gave you a lot of chances to change, to hold on even when I'm the only one keeping us together. I wouldn't hold you accountable for all of that because In all honesty, you were a love I once held so dearly that I couldn't let go. From me to you, I hope you'll live happily, let me shoulder the pain of the love we've had and hope one day someone will give you the things that you didn't find with me.
2026-03-23 11:46:33