CatZooks :
Okay, if I'm getting this all wrong..
—Please just tell me, I can take it, I can ..it can't be any worse than the frustration I'm feeling.. 😩😮💨
INTEGRATION. •• IS Integration a 'Process' of Gains...AND Losses? • To Wit: Consistent, Obvious, but Incremental, change & growth– the kind you're like > AHA(!) > Followed By: Backward steps, Behavioral confusion, Loop thinking, and/or Face Planting into old patterns.
••• WHEW ..it's a lot.. I know 😏
What I don't know is IF this is 'usual' or not. And if it is ... WHY! When I fall into old shit, I course-correct as quickly as I can, but it takes a minute—and I'm mad at me the whole time. I mean, I feel like I'm Failing my Favorite class 😫! Which is So dumb- because I love it here..
◆ I'm not really integrating, am I?
2026-03-26 03:21:13