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Ms. athena , mahal na mahal kita sobra. you’re not just someone I like or someone I chose for the moment you’re someone I keep choosing every single day, kahit mahirap, kahit madaming hadlang satin. sobrang grateful ko sayo. kasi despite everything, despite sa situation natin, you stayed. you didn’t run away when things got hard, you didn’t give up . hindi ka napagod, hindi ka nagsawa. alam kong hindi madali yung situation natin, you have strict parents, and I know sobrang daming limitations. sobrang ikli lang ng oras ng pag uusap natin, pero kahit na ganon, you never complained. you never made me feel like kulang ako or kulang yung time na nabibigay ko. instead, you made me feel like it’s enough, like I’m enough. thank you for understanding , thank you for staying kahit na sobrang hirap kong mahalin sa gantong situation. i’ll be honest with you, natatakot ako. natatakot ako na baka one day, bigla mo kong iwan. bigla mong marealize na marami pang mas better sakin, I’m scared na baka mahulog ka sa iba. yun yung pinaka kinakatakutan ko, kasi mahal na mahal kita. the thought of losing you, or you loving someone else, it breaks me kahit na iniisip ko lang yun. hindi ko man laging sinasabi, pero araw araw kong iniisip kung pano kita mapapanatili, kung pano ko ipaparamdam sayo na ikaw lang, ikaw palagi. kasi totoo naman wala akong ibang gusto, ikaw lang. pero at the same time, I know I shouldn’t love you out of fear, I want to love you with trust. and I’m trying, I’m trying to trust you, to believe in you, to believe in us. kasi binibigyan mo naman ako ng reason to trust you. you’ve stayed, you’ve proven yourself over and over again. and I want you to know this hindi lang ikaw yung lumalaban para satin. I may not show it the same way, but I’m fighting too. I’m holding on to you just as tightly as you’re holding on to me. I appreciate every little thing you do, every message, every effort. every time you choose me, kahit mahirap. you make me feel loved in ways I never thought l'd experience. you make me feel safe, even in a situation that isn't easy.I’m not moving on,but I’m letting you go. I’ll stop waiting for now,but I won't forget our memories
2026-04-01 04:14:39