IG: joo_nganiii :
to be honest, naka-move on najud ko. i’m not really attracted to you romantically anymore. but when i say that I know im lying, pero from time to time, you still cross my mind especially when i see or do the things we used to share. i can’t help but reminisce. some memories just come back on their own, and it’s hard to forget them because those were the moments where i truly felt loved. dadtu nako na feel na someone like you genuinely cared for me and accepted me for who i am. and when i meet someone new, i don’t know najud kulang. there was something about you that felt different like you set a standard i can’t easily ignore. you made me feel the kind of love i know i deserve, and maybe that’s why it’s been hard for me to fully move forward.
yes, i admit i have some crushes sa school, when i’m finally alone iniisip kita, ikaw pa rin talaga. sometimes it even feels like i’m doing something wrong, like i’m cheating, bisan wala jud kita. weird, no? even i don’t fully understand myself. maybe part of me is still holding on sa past, or maybe i’m just scared to love someone again. mahadlok lang guro ko masakitan or basin wala nay maka pa feel sako the way you did. but i know i’m trying. i’m learning to let go little by little while still appreciating what we had. and maybe someday, i’ll be ready to love again this time, without looking back.
2026-04-09 07:05:19