@guardian: How do I live, when I’m neither here nor there?’ Abel Ortiz arrived in the US when he was only two months old. He went on to live for 38 years in Los Angeles, rarely stepping outside the city. Until Donald Trump came along, casting undocumented people like him as public enemy No 1, Ortiz perceived himself to be wholly American. But last August, that changed. He packed two bags and left behind a thriving hair salon business, his best friend and a community he had cultivated over decades. “I’ve done the hardest thing I ever could,” Ortiz says. “There are days when I feel literally insane with the duality of it.” When film-maker Isabel Castro and her producers Jamie Gonçalves and Brian Donahoe, both Ortiz’s clients, learned he was leaving, they followed their instincts and instantly began filming. The result is a 14-minute Guardian documentary that captures Abel’s poignant final week in LA. Swipe to see clips from the film as well as what Ortiz’s life is like now, eight months later. Follow the link in bio to see the full story or film. Photos and video taken by Isabel Castro
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Friday 27 March 2026 16:56:21 GMT
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juliapalmer161 :
I’m not proud to be an American anymore.
2026-03-27 17:15:50
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tal fulano :
What about his parents?
2026-04-24 08:21:13
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cyntmurry18 :
It’s so easy to ignore there is a human being behind every deportation, we need to hear more stories like Abel’s…Thank you The Guardian for sharing with the world.
2026-04-02 21:33:57
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John Vance Hathaway :
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
2026-03-28 14:07:03
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annoyingtocreate :
I appreciate the distinction he made about white America. Healing and blessings to him
2026-05-18 16:31:33
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Tiny Life Homeschool :
I’m so sorry Abel. I wish America was the country it claims to be. I hate that you have been treated this way. You have every right to feel angry and to mourn what was. I hope the life your building gives you joy, and purpose. You absolutely deserve to have that.
2026-03-27 18:36:46
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krewe-of-over-it :
I’m so over this country. My heart is broken for him.
2026-03-27 18:35:14
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Neopoxia45 :
this isnt the america i love, its hell on earth, none of this bs should be happening😔
2026-03-27 22:25:39
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cuxi :
We are losing our best people. I
2026-03-28 03:47:04
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user8126595652458 :
Stand up. Find the beauty around you You deserve goodness and love🔥🔥🔥
2026-03-27 21:43:16
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applemary36 :
Lo siento. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😡😡😡😡😡😡
2026-03-27 23:19:09
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Aimee :
The emotional trauma of deportation, voluntary or forced, is not only cruel but economically and culturally ignorant. 💔
2026-03-29 12:57:16
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🪷🌙CaffeMamma🪬🧿 :
I am so sorry, this is not what this country should be
2026-03-28 13:56:00
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kris :
😢😢😢😢😢😢
2026-03-27 17:08:20
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Essie :
trump is crazy 😞😑🙄
2026-03-28 06:02:43
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Tina Silhavy :
💔
2026-03-28 00:17:54
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Chauncey :
We’re sorry Abel. 77m deplorable Americans willfully elected a man who promised to bring this dark age. The rest of us are horrified and ashamed of the pain caused to good people like you. ❤️From echo park, la.
2026-03-30 09:24:01
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The Feathered Nest :
It’s a tragic but absolutely avoidable.
2026-03-29 19:09:58
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ONE DAY 🐶🐶 :
So sorry that happened to you. I’ll
2026-03-30 20:26:33
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ONE DAY 🐶🐶 :
I’ll
2026-03-30 20:26:38
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sundeeppatel99 :
I hate what has happened to the country that I used to love. I am angry that I built my life here and people depend on me to stay. Most of all I am sad that great people like you left and never felt ok to use your voice while you lived here
2026-03-31 00:50:21
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