danielatyx :
I didn’t mean to fall for you... nangyari lang siya without me even realizing it. Somewhere between our simple conversations, the jokes, and those random late-night talks, I started seeing you differently. And that’s what hurts the most—kasi nothing really changed between us... ako lang.
There were so many times I almost told you. I’d type it out, stare at it for a while, then delete it like it was nothing. Not because it wasn’t real, but because it was too real. Natakot ako na one confession could ruin everything we already have. And I don’t think I can handle losing you. I’d rather stay here, being your friend, kaysa mawala ka completely.
Ang hirap lang din magpanggap sometimes. Acting like everything’s okay, like I’m not affected, when deep inside, ang dami kong gustong sabihin. I laugh with you, I listen to you, pero there’s always that quiet part of me na nasasaktan... and you don’t even know.
But still, I choose this. Pinipili kong manatili. Kahit masakit, kahit unfair, at least you’re still in my life. Maybe this is all I’m meant to have—loving you quietly, like a dream... isang panaginip na ang sarap balikan, pero hindi kailanman magiging totoo. And maybe... that’s okay. Because even if I can’t have you the way I want to, at least I had you in the way I was allowed to.
2026-04-11 14:35:28