akhiie_sen :
hi faith, to be honest, I still love you. I know, it's my fault why you're gone. I'm the reason you got hurt, I'm the one who didn't appreciate someone like you. I regret it every day, because I wasted someone like you who was so understanding, who loved me so much, who was always there for me. It hurts to think that I was the one who pushed you away. I miss everything about you, your chats, your hugs, your voice, your random pics and sweet messages. I miss your jokes and your teasing that even though it's annoying sometimes, makes me happy. I miss our dates, the late night calls and chats. I still miss the times I tried to kiss your cheek but you didn't want to, so I just kissed you. There are so many things that used to be there, but now, they're just memories. You were my joy, my strength, and my world. But I'm the one who's to blame, that's why I lost all of that. That's why even now, I can't really move on. Because it's not just me who's looking for you, but my family too. They're still looking for you, and they can't accept anyone else. The truth is, they don't want to accept anyone new, but you. You're the only part of my life that they've accepted completely, and to this day, you're still the one they're looking for. Lovie, no matter how many times I repeat it in my mind, I can't change the mistake I made back then. But even so, please remember that my heart hasn't changed. I still love you so much, and to this day, you're still the content of my every prayer and every day. Even if it's all my fault, even if I didn't give you a chance, I wish I had a last chance, just think about it, remember this, I'll still choose you, always, always, even if I'm the reason why you're gone from me.
2026-05-28 06:43:46