@crlsnsafeplace: #ayearago #jamesarthur

thalia :

"i hope u're well"

Lovely Ong :

So it’s been 11 years already, 11 years since I started loving you, and 9 years since I last saw you not even a shadow of you, haha. It’s funny how all the memories we shared are still so fresh in my mind, all the laughter and awkward moments even when we were just kids. 2015 was the best year of my life because that was when I met you and we became friends. Ever since then, I was always so excited to go to the plaza every afternoon because I knew you’d be there, I knew exactly where to find you. I’m writing this letter so I can hold onto all our memories since we don’t have even a single photo together, haha. I know the time will come when I might forget you, so this letter needs to exist to help me remember YOU, and to remember the magic of love again. It all started at Plaza, San Carlos City, Negros Occidental. You were wearing a white sando with a vinegar stain, and I went up to you asking, "What happened to your clothes?" You replied, "I spilled vinegar on it." I heard your uncle teasing us, and I know you felt uncomfortable, but I felt so giddy inside. I didn’t know why though, because at 7 years old, I didn’t understand what love or having a crush meant. Back then, I actually believed that babies were made out of wood like Pinocchio that’s what Mom told me! Sometimes you’d come to our rolling store to buy some palamig, or we’d just watch videos on my tablet. There was even a time we played "wedding," and I got upset because instead of being the bride, they made me the flower girl, and you ended up "marrying" Marites oh well! We’d race with our twist cars or run around where the people were doing Zumba. But what I will never forget is the time we were running around and you suddenly pushed me against the wall. That was my very own "slow motion" moment, and that was exactly when I realized this wasn’t just a simple crush anymore I was truly in love with you. Thank you for coming into my life, even if it was just for a short time. You made my childhood magical. They say to expect the unexpected, I wasn’t looking for love back then, but you came along. Until now, I will never, ever forget you. I will always and forever love you ♾️

John wesker :

if u see this, i wish u here with me

🌺 :

Well, now it is a year ago.. Funny how we went from strangers to lovers and now to strangers again

satt! :

and now i'm just somebody you forgot

jamesarthurfanaccountt :

akamee :

i'm gay

Yes' I know :

"pelangi memang indah, namun dia datang untuk sementara bukan untuk selamanya"

artandcandles :

What’s ur problem??

Broken Amma😔💔 :

I have been lonely all my life 😔💔

🕊️ :

Hidup setelah patah hati nggak pernah mudah. kamu bangun di pagi hari dengan perasaan kosong, seolah ada bagian dari dirimu yang hilang entah ke mana. rutinitas terasa sama, tapi rasanya berbeda—karena biasanya ada dia di sela-sela hari, dan sekarang semuanya hening. di awal, kamu sibuk pura-pura kuat. bilang ke orang-orang kalau kamu baik-baik aja, padahal malam-malammu masih ditemani air mata yang nggak bisa berhenti. kamu simpan namanya di kepalamu, suaranya masih terngiang, senyumnya masih jelas. dan itu menyiksa, karena semakin kamu berusaha lupa, semakin kuat kenangan itu muncul. perlahan, kamu belajar menerima kenyataan. belajar tidur tanpa ucapan selamat malam darinya. belajar jalan sendiri tanpa ada tangan yang menggenggam. belajar ketawa lagi, meski kadang ketawanya terasa hambar. ada hari-hari di mana kamu hampir menyerah, merasa nggak akan bisa bahagia lagi. tapi di hari lain, kamu sadar kalau hidup nggak berhenti hanya karena hati kamu patah. life after break up bukan soal siapa yang bisa move on paling cepat. ini soal bagaimana kamu berdamai dengan kehilangan. bagaimana kamu bisa tetap berjalan meski ada luka yang belum sembuh. bagaimana kamu bisa pelan-pelan membangun dirimu lagi dari puing-puing yang berserakan. dan suatu hari nanti, kamu akan bangun dengan dada yang lebih ringan. kamu akan tersenyum tanpa harus mengingat dia. kamu akan merasa tenang, karena akhirnya kamu sadar: patah hati bukan akhir, tapi cara semesta mengajarkan bahwa kamu bisa mencintai dirimu sendiri sebelum mencintai orang lain lagi. life after break up adalah perjalanan. sakit, tapi juga menyembuhkan. kehilangan, tapi juga menemukan. dan pada akhirnya, kamu nggak lagi berterima kasih pada dia yang pergi, tapi pada dirimu sendiri yang memilih bertahan,bukan udah gak mau berusaha, tapi rasanya sia sia. bukan udah gak cinta, tapi udah gak punya tenaga. semuanya masih sama, masih tentang dia. tapi apa daya, keinginan akan selalu kalah sama keadaan.

¹⁴¹⁰ :

lagunya dejavu 2023...

foodvendorunikotun :

Should I text him ?😔

r :

i wish it was three years ago

renataa :

kangen.

xion~ :

udh lama gk denger lagi ini

Ƴ𐤠Ƴ𐤠Ⳝ 𓇼☾☼˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊🦈˚˖𓍢ִ🪼 :

lagu keramat ini lg…

hai daruu :

pudar senyumku saat mengetahui jiwa yang aku cintai sedang mencintai yang lain. bahkan, dikehidupan yang hanya sekali ini kita tidak bisa bersama orang yang kita mau?

Pêcky mílå 👅🥂🥹❤️‍🩹 :

Ngl I miss him😔💔.

🎀ꨄ︎ 𝐆 ⲟ ⲟ ԁ ⲓ ⲉ ꨄ︎ 🎀 :

naapinkeuu༉‧🐇 :