@vrslzt.tt: Uh #fyp#fypppp#yearn#yearnmaxxing

qtyuki :

It’s been years

lucky charm :

i hate how people romanticize yearning. it genuinely felt like i was dying for months

★ :

2-3 I’ve liked the same boy😞

girl.all.alone013 :

How yearning feels for me atp

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I have spent so many nights staring at the ceiling, replaying our last conversation over and over until the silence felt heavy. I won’t lie to you, tumagos talaga sa kaibuturan ng puso ko yung bawat salitang binitawan mo. Your honesty was like a sharp blade. It was clean and respectful, but it left a mark that I am still trying to process in the quiet moments of my day. Nahihirapan akong tanggapin na hanggang dito lang talaga tayo, because my heart had already built a thousand different futures where we existed as more than just a memory. Yet, even through the sting of those words, I find myself respecting you more than ever before. You were brave enough to be truthful with me instead of leading me on with comfortable lies, and that strength of character is exactly why I fell for you in the first place.Since that moment, my mind has been a messy gallery of random questions that I know I will probably never have the courage to ask you face to face. Minsan, Shaine, napapatitig na lang ako sa kawalan at hindi maiwasang magtanong sa sarili ko. Did you ever feel even a tiny spark, maybe during those late night talks when the world felt small, or when we laughed until we couldn't breathe? Was there ever a split second where you looked at me and thought, "Maybe he’s the one"? Saan ba ako nagkamali, Shaine, o sadyang hindi lang talaga ako yung hinahanap ng puso mo? These thoughts linger in the air every time we are together, hidden behind my practiced smiles and my casual replies, serving as a constant reminder of the bridge I wanted to cross but was never allowed to.Lately, Shaine, I find myself scrolling through my feed, and I keep seeing your reposts on TikTok. Those videos about longing, about wanting someone who truly understands your soul, or those soft hours clips that hint at a hidden sadness. Tuwing nakikita ko yung mga repost mo tungkol sa pag-aasam ng masasandalan, hindi ko maiwasang mapaisip kung gaano ka ba talaga kalungkot. It makes me think that deep down, Shaine, you are searching for a specific kind of love, someone to hold your hand through the rough days and quiet the noise in your head.

૮₍ Ari ₎ა :

ive been yearning for years

JCart✏️ :

it's been a year and 3 months should I let go?

😶‍🌫️. :

the amount of times i cry before a relationship has the be studied because atp it’s every day 😭😭

jsalonerfr67 :

i just can’t move on

tommydommybommy :

I cry abt everyday but I hope it’s worth it

SUNKHI :

I'm now dating my classmate but I found out he have a crush on me for 7 YEARS AND YET I DIDN'T KNOW😭

emma :

knowing that you can’t even do anything about it

H. :

You literally dedicate a part of your soul to it.

jose.e46.wagon :

devoted to, Châmᡣ𐭩. :

yearning eraa.

￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ ￴ :

I miss my baby never even got to call him that or tell him last time how much I loved him with all my heart my Daniel tiger

ST3LLAYONCÉⒶ🐝 :

9 years.

NATT.😼 :

I CANNOT REPOST, JS KNOW I WAS HERE😔✌️

𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐲 :

just hearing his voice again makes me cry

Luka :

I need to stop yearning...yearning for someone who always wanted more without giving...someone who didnt put in the effort...effort to fight for what was there...

Em ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ :

I just miss him so much