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xious :
haha "how do you grieve for the love that didn't even exist" talagang may bitaw eh
2026-03-30 23:54:41
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AONMARU :
Na para bang nothing between us broke, except the part of me that wanted more
2026-03-31 09:37:25
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_yckaaa :
gawa ba ako wlw version guys?
2026-03-31 11:47:07
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☁️ :
"how do you grieve for the love that didn't even exist"
2026-03-31 07:27:39
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⠀ ⠀ ⠀Jay.. :
There are songs that simply sound beautiful, and then there are songs that feel like they were written from the pages of your own life. For me, “Lifetime” by Ben&Ben is not just music—it is a quiet confession, a lingering question, and a memory I never really outgrew. Every time I hear the lines “Was there a lifetime waiting for us, in a world where I was yours?” it feels like someone finally put into words the story I’ve been carrying for years. I’ve liked her for a long time—longer than I ever planned to. If I trace it back to exactly four years ago from today, that’s roughly "1,461 days", or "35,064 hours", or about "2,103,840 minutes", or even "126,230,400 seconds" of quietly holding onto something I never had the courage—or maybe the chance—to fully claim. It sounds like a lot when you count it like that. And it is. That’s how long she’s been a part of my thoughts, even without knowing it. The lyric “tangled with another, eyes, never mind, you were never mine” hits the hardest. Because that’s exactly how it felt—watching her from a distance, knowing she belonged in a world that didn’t include me. There were moments when our eyes met, when conversations felt a little deeper than usual, when I let myself imagine something more. But reality always found a way to interrupt. She was never mine, and maybe she was never meant to be. Still, I can’t deny how real it all felt. Even if it was one-sided, even if it lived mostly in my head, those feelings were genuine. That’s why the line “glimpse of me and you, oh, you were a good dream” feels so personal. She was a “what if” that stayed with me—a dream that never became real but never completely faded either. And sometimes, dreams like that are harder to let go of than reality. What makes it even more painful is the question the song keeps asking: “Was it the wrong time? What if we tried giving in a little more?” I’ve asked myself that over and over again. Maybe if I had been braver. Maybe if things were different. Maybe if life gave us just one more chance to meet halfway. But “maybe” is a dangerous place to live in. It keeps you stuck between what happened and what could have been.
2026-03-31 09:51:50
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Rineir. :
Some lover are never meant to stay. Sometimes two people can love each other deeply, yet still be meant to grow apart. You begin to understand that loving someone does not always mean holding on, sometimes it means letting them go, because that is what brings peace to both hearts. And reality settles in: even the most beautiful stories are not promised a forever. Some are only meant to be chapters. You learn that it’s okay to keep the memories, to smile at them when they visit your mind, but to release the feelings that once held your heart captive. And as you finally walk away from that person, everthing suddenly hits you all at once. Not the kind of pain that breaks you, but a quiet realization that warms you from within. A gentle understanding that the love you once carried is no longer a wound. Because in that moment, you realize something important. You are no longer holding on to what was lost, you are finally ready to heal.
2026-04-06 07:39:02
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marc :
Was there a lifetime currently waiting for us in a world where my hands finally touches yours? I’d rather spend a lifetime waiting for you than to spend a lifetime finding a love that is meant to end. However, I know that there’s no forever in this world but when our eyes caught a glimpse, I suddenly believe that there is really forever as long as I know that you exist. You’ve been my lifetime for quite some time now, you pushed me to be better not just academically but my whole personality. You taught me to become more patient as you, to become soft as you, to become independent and strong like you. The chances that I have to actually get us into something may be quite small but one thing is for sure, I’d spent a lifetime waiting for you. ☀️
2026-03-31 18:47:32
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Dada :
Throughout our so-called relationship (yeah, so-called, because we never actually got into one-we just believed we were. ctto
2026-03-30 23:16:21
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yani✿ :
I understand everything that happened.. but somehow, I still can’t fully accept it. It’s been a while now, and I’ve been doing my best to move forward. I tried keeping myself busy, distracting my mind, convincing myself that eventually, everything would feel lighter. But no matter what I do, there are still moments when you cross my mind without warning. Maybe it’s because what we had was real for me, or maybe a part of me just isn’t ready to let go yet. I keep asking myself why I’m still here, stuck between holding on and letting go. And honestly, I don’t always have the answers. Some days I feel okay, like I’m finally making progress. But then there are days when everything just hits me again, and I realize I’m still healing. Slowly, painfully, but still trying. I’m learning that it’s not something I can rush… and that it’s okay to feel this way. I don’t know if you ever think about me the same way I think about you. I don’t know if what we had still crosses your mind at random times like it does with me. But I do know this what I felt for you was never fake, never temporary. It was real, and it still lingers in ways I can’t explain. There are nights when everything feels too quiet, and that’s when I miss you the most. Not just you, but everything we shared the conversations, the comfort, the way you understood me without me having to say much. Losing that kind of connection… it’s not easy. It leaves a space that’s hard to fill. I’ve accepted that things are different now. I’m trying to respect that, even if a part of me wishes things turned out another way. I’m not holding you back, and I’m not asking you to come back. But I won’t lie there’s still a part of me that cares, that remembers, that feels. Maybe one day, this won’t hurt as much. Maybe one day, I’ll look back and finally feel at peace with everything. But right now, I’m still in the process of letting go… one step at a time. And even if I don’t say it out loud anymore, deep down, you’ll always be someone I truly cared about.
2026-04-03 06:19:43
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jie :p :
Loving her has always been one of the most beautiful things that ever happened to me. She is not just someone who came into my life by chance; she became a person who changed the way I see the world. Her presence brings a kind of warmth and comfort that words can hardly explain. When she smiles, it feels like everything around me becomes lighter, and when she talks, I find peace in simply listening. She became my safe place, the person I can lean on when things feel heavy. But loving someone this deeply also brings a quiet fear inside my heart. Sometimes I find myself thinking about the possibility of losing her, and that thought alone is enough to make me feel uneasy. It is not because I doubt her, but because when someone becomes this important to you, the idea of life without them feels frightening. She is not just a part of my happiness — she has become a part of my everyday life, my dreams, and even my plans for the future. I am scared of losing her because she means more to me than she probably realizes. She understands parts of me that others never noticed, and she accepts me even when I am not at my best. In a world where many things feel temporary, she is the one person I wish would stay. Her presence reminds me that love is not just about moments of happiness, but also about the quiet comfort of knowing someone is there beside you. Despite this fear, it also reminds me how precious she is to me. It makes me want to appreciate her more, to treat her with kindness, and to never take her love for granted. Instead of letting the fear control me, I choose to let it guide me to become better for her. Because if there is one thing I truly know, it is that loving her is something I will always cherish, and I will always do my best to hold on to the love we share.
2026-03-31 09:48:44
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RAWR🐶:) :
nung una " Nevermind you were never mine" tas ngayon "how do you grieve for a love that did not even exist"
2026-03-31 04:57:26
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na para bang i don’t even know how to begin this, because what we had never really had a beginning to begin with
2026-04-01 04:48:14
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istal. :
nvr thought that i could yearn for someone i didn't even dated that started with just a silly happy crush.
2026-04-01 10:05:27
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✮ciano :
“oh you were a good dream“ you always are. a dream na hindi na pwedeng balikan pa, kapag nagising kana. ika nga “kung panaginip ang pakapiling ka, ayuko nang magising pa.“ and how i wish na sana panaginip lang din ang lahat ng ito. sana pag gising ko ay nag-uusap pa rin tayo. “is it even worth it to reminisce? how do you grieve for a love that did not even exist“ idk if this song teasing me or something ’cause this line really hits hard, i reminisce things not because i failed you, but because i wanted it to be fixed. even tho if it is just me— even im the only one holdin onto us, and i know that i can. i just stopped because i hear your side, and it feels like its pleasing me. “was there a lifetime waitin for us in a world where i was yours?“ i wish there was. ohh, how i wish.
2026-03-31 12:09:07
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Akio :
masarap sa tenga, masakit lang sa part na we can’t force someone to choose us
2026-04-01 08:15:10
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(≧◡≦) ♡ :
i am grieving the love we never had the chance to start because of me, i will wait for you until we can properly begin our story
2026-03-31 11:28:51
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PIATOS :
"is it even worth it to reminisce"
2026-03-31 13:17:38
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_yckaaa :
Advance birthday gift ba ’to, ang daming likes ♡＾▽＾♡
2026-04-01 03:17:39
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Blenta :
I’ve been sitting on these thoughts for a while and I figured it’s better to just say it once and for all so I can finally move forward with a clear head. I’ll be real with you—gustong-gusto talaga kita dati. For a long time, ikaw yung hinahanap-hanap ko sa bawat kwarto at genuinely akong naging interesado sa lahat ng tungkol sa’yo. I had all these "what ifs" and "maybes" playing in my head, hoping na baka dumating yung time na magkaroon tayo ng totoong usapan at maging consistent tayo sa isa’t isa. But the truth is, ang hirap pala mag-alaga ng feelings para sa taong parang hindi naman interesado o walang balak mag-effort. I waited for the replies, the check-ins, or even just a bit of sign na gusto mo rin akong kausap, but it never really happened. The lack of communication made me realize na maybe I was just falling for a version of you that I created in my mind, at hindi sa kung sino ka talaga. Hindi naman ako nagtatampo o galit, narealize ko lang na hindi ko pwedeng ubusin yung oras ko sa pag-aantay sa wala. Honestly, stopping that "waiting game" was the best thing I’ve done for myself. Lately, I’ve been pouring all that energy back into my own life—sa career ko, sa goals ko, at sa mga bagay na nagpapasaya talaga sa akin. Masaya ako ngayon kasi mas priority ko na yung sarili ko at narealize ko na my time and my peace of mind are too valuable to give away to someone who doesn't see their worth. I’m saying this not to start an argument, but to officially close this chapter in my heart. I’m letting go of the crush, the expectations, and the "what could have been." I’m choosing my own life over a daydream. I wish you the best, truly, and I hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for. Pero para sa akin, I’m finally moving on to bigger and better things. Take care.
2026-03-31 10:29:13
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𝓼𝓸𝓵𝓮𝓲𝓵 ᥫ᭡. :
nagka idea ako ng plot na isusulat ko sa wattpad, grabeee mapanakit tong song na'to
2026-03-31 11:09:45
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riamaria :
Inang yan, ang sakit bawat salita.. naiyak ako bwiset
2026-03-31 08:43:30
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Noah :
ako nalang kasi
2026-03-30 12:06:55
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🕸️ :
We both know that we like each other so much despite of us only talking on tiktok for hours and not talking in person, since the both of us are torpe to make the first move. Bakit hindi mo ako malapitan? Bakit hindi ka gumagawa ng paraan para ako’y lapitan? Hindi ko alam kung gusto mo ba talaga ako dahil sa pinapakita mo. Ang lakas ng loob mo sa chat pero pagdating sa personal—para lamang akong isang hangin na kaya mong daan-daanan. Mabuti pa yung kaibigan ko’y nadidikitan mo. Sa tuwing kayo’y tinitingnan ko, napapaisip ako na baka siya talaga ang gusto mo at hindi ako. Sa kilos ninyong dalawa’y para kayong mag shota. Habang ako ay nasa gilid lamang, pinagmamasdan lahat ng galaw ninyo, kumikirot ang puso, iniisip na baka lahat ng sinabi mo sa akin ay biro. Nagseselos ako sa inyo kahit wala namang tayo. Sabi mo kasi, ako ang gusto mo. Bakit kaya mo siyang lapitan at ako’y hindi? Hindi lamang ako ang nakakapansin sa pagiging sobrang dikit niyo kundi pati na rin ang ibanh kaibigan ko. Masakit lang kasi alam nilang gusto natin ang isa’t-isa ngunit ni ultimo isang salita sa bibig mo’y walang mailabas kapag ako’y nasa harapan mo na. Na attach na ako sa’yo Dave. Lahat ng pinapakita mo sa akin thru chats ay pinapahalagahan ko. Nagugulohan na ang puso ko, ang nararamdaman ko. Kung gusto mo ako, bakit hangggang ngayon ay hindi mo ako nililigawan? O baka hanggang dito nalang talaga? O baka kasi hindi mo talaga ako gusto? Ako lang yung naghahangad ng mas mataas pa rito. Kaya siguro ako nasasaktan ng todo kasi naghihintay ako sa wala. Ewan ko, Dave. Siguro’y dapat ko ng unti-unting ilayo ang sarili ko sa’yo. Ayokong umabot sa puntong mas lumalim pa tong nararamdaman ko sa’yo tapos sa bandang huli, hindi mo ako masasalo. Pasensya na kung sa pag iwas kong ito’y makakaramdam ka ng sakit, nais ko lang din na maramdaman mo ang nararamdaman ko na kung saan naghihintay ako na malapitan mo, yung sakit na nakikita ko kayo ng kaibigan ko nga sobrang dikit ngunit sa akin ay hindi mo magawa. Kung gusto mo ako, gagawa ka ng paraan na hindi ikakagulo ng nararamdaman ko. Sana’y sa pag-iwas kong ito’y ako ay iyong pahalagahan. Mag ingat kayo, Dave.
2026-04-01 00:08:40
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"how do you grieve for a love that did not even exist" nangangamoy... How do you cry over something that was never real, when the pain feels so real?☹️
2026-03-31 04:22:58
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𝔂𝓩𝐚 :
literal na u were a good dream kase araw-araw dumadalaw sa panaginip ko 😅😅😅
2026-03-31 05:18:15
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