@idkwhoamieitherr: lifetime (reimagined) - ben and ben #song #fyp #lyrics #lifetime #benandben

jaedi :

"how do you grieve for a love that did not even exist?" ...

😮‍💨 :

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Lawrence :

sorry baby, should have put more effort into our relationship : ) imissyouuuu

vy :

"no fairytale ending if there was no beginning" "how do you grieve for a love that did not even exist?"

unknown :

kamusta, guys. sakit ba?

️ :

"no fairytale ending if there was no beginning" talagang may bitaw e

ไรน์ :

We used to be best buddies, loren. and now things are different. we acted like we didn't know each other :> you have someone else now. and I know you find the happiest version of yourself with her, and saksi ako do'n. and honestly, masaya ako kasi masaya ka sakanya. I could never hate you. but it hurts in a way I can’t even explain. what haunting and hurts me the most? losing you in that way. it’s losing the friendship we used to have. and I guess what I really need right now is clarity. kahit masakit, I just want to understand. ano ba talaga tayo noon? may meaning ba ‘yun para sa’yo, or was it just something that passed? casual lang lahat ganon? I’m not here to ruin what you have now, and I respect your relationship. pero sana, one day mag karoon ako ng chance makausap ka(like we used to)hindi para mangulo, kundi para magkaroon lang ako ng closure, liwanag para sa lahat ng 'yon para maintindihan ko kung saan ako lulugar :)) hahahahaha ik you can't choose me the way I choose you ahahah dude, she's part of your present and I'm just part of your past :)) kasi alam mo yung regret sa buhay ko? ang hirap na lagi kang minumulto ng presence mo sa buhay ko. kahit anong gawin ko, bumabalik pa rin yung memories, yung “what ifs,” yung feeling na hindi natin na express dahil lumayo ako hahah pero hindi ibig sabihin non galit ako sa'yo. I'm hurt i'm not mad, now see the difference? nakakapagod na rin minsan, kasi ni isa wala akong pinag hahawakan, pero parang hindi rin kita totally mabitawan. :> sometimes I wonder what if I never crossed that line? what if we just stayed best friends? would we still be okay right now? Imiss you, rak. not just the “you” I had feelings for, but the best friend I used to laugh with, the one who made everything feel lighter. but I guess this is where I learn how to let go of something that was never really mine to begin with. you’ll always be a part of me. you'll always have me. I'm always here. waiting. loving you. in silence. :))

⠀ ⠀ ⠀Jay.. :

Take the risk, no matter how slim the odds may seem. For it is braver to spend a lifetime chasing an answer than to yearn for a love that could have been yours. You are given only one life—so ask yourself, could you truly live without ever knowing, was there really a lifetime waiting for us? Sometimes, the heaviest regret is not in losing, but in standing still when life asks you to be brave. Remember, the only thing that stands between you and a different life is the courage you chose not to take.

:0 :

You we’re literally a good dream. The fact that "us" only existed on my head

… :

“no fairytale ending if there was no beginning”

laylaybulaylay :

damn, mas matindi diin nito ah

bicol express :

"grieving for a non existent love, is like dividing a numerical term to 0"

icia :

HOW DO YOU GRIEVE FOR A LOVE THAT DID NOT EXIST?

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Hi anony. Sige, aaminin ko, minahal talaga kita. I wanted it to be you. What seemed to be a simple crush turned out to be more. I actually regret not confessing, since I actually prayed and yearned that you would be mine, but, the universe had other plans. There were too many boys around you or that were having a crush on you. Ang lugi don is kaibigan ko pa sila, kaya, isinangtabi ko nalang yung opportunity to actually confess. I thought it was ok lang, I thought I was fine with not confessing. But, now that I've heard this song so many times, I've come to realize that I still love you. I miss your voice, I miss your laughter, I miss when you talked to me alot. Lalo na nung December 2024? We talked alot; you were my company, you were my comfort zone. And yet, hindi ko talaga mabigyan yung sarili ko ng confidence para magconfess, I was too afraid. But, I felt something, and I know you felt something too. I liked your note once, and the next second, you liked mine. I actually felt butterflies for the first time EVER, since ikaw talaga pinaka-una kong crush, atleast, I thought it was just a crush. We talked alot. You laughed, and I enjoyed them. I miss seeing your warm smile. But, my friend confessed to me that he liked you. Of course, he didn't know that I liked or loved you, yet, I let you go since I didn't want to break our friendship. That time, I said to myself that it was fine eh. But now? Not so much. I even wrote notes about the things that you like; your favorite color, your favorite food or drink, your actual birthday, lahat. But nung nalaman ko na my friend liked you, I let go of that opportunity. He's a cool guy honestly. Hindi man kayo nagkatuluyan, but yeah. Right now we're still friends yes, but seeing you now with my other friend hurts me, kasi bawal sirain yung Bro-code, and I respect that code. Maybe though, just maybe, in a different lifetime, we were together; drinking matcha, me serenading you, you ranting to me about your problems and us fixing those problems together. Maybe that happened in another lifetime, right?

ꪆৎ :

pwede mag open up dito? hindi mo man ako direktang niloko, pero sa dami ng bagay na tinago mo, para na rin akong iniwan kahit kasama pa kita. Mas naging madali sa'yo na maging totoo sa iba, habang ako, kailangan kong manghula kung mahal mo pa ba talaga ako o baka ako na lang ang natira sa atin. Hindi mo na ako kayang titigan gaya ng dati ‘yung tingin na parang ako lang ang laman ng mundo mo. Ngayon, parang palagi kang may ibang iniisip, ibang pinapangiti, at hindi na ako ‘yon. Ginawa ko ang lahat para sa’yo, pero kahit kailan, hindi mo ginawa ang kahit kaunti para iparamdam na sapat ako. Naging choice mo silang lahat, habang ako, unti-unti mong tinuring na routine isang bagay na nandiyan lang, hindi na pinapansin. Natutunan mong iparamdam sa ibang tao na espesyal sila, habang ako, napagod kakahintay na pansinin mo ulit. Hindi mo ako sinaktan sa isang bagsak pero araw-araw, sa mga maliliit mong desisyon, dahan-dahan mong tinanggal ‘yung tiwala ko, ‘yung respeto ko, pati na rin ‘yung sarili ko. Nung kailangan mo ako, ako ‘yung unang nandyan. Pero nung ako na ‘yung nangangailangan, ikaw rin ang unang nawala. At ang mas masakit, hindi mo na ako iniwan pero hindi mo na rin ako pinili. Masakit isipin na ang taong akala mong tatahan sa’yo, siya pa pala ‘yung unang lalayo. At minsan, hindi mo kailangan ng third party para masira ang relasyon. Minsan sapat na ‘yung unti-unting paglimot, ‘yung kakulangan sa effort, ‘yung pakiramdam na ikaw na lang ang may gusto. At ‘yon ang hindi ko na kayang tiisin.

liaalyii :

NAAALALA KO RINRICK 😭😭😭

Kleo :

may diin talaga e.

444 :

bakit kayo nag e-essay dito??

Cramso :

I’ve been sitting on these thoughts for a while and I figured it’s better to just say it once and for all so I can finally move forward with a clear head. I’ll be real with you—gustong-gusto talaga kita dati. For a long time, ikaw yung hinahanap-hanap ko sa bawat kwarto at genuinely akong naging interesado sa lahat ng tungkol sa’yo. I had all these "what ifs" and "maybes" playing in my head, hoping na baka dumating yung time na magkaroon tayo ng totoong usapan at maging consistent tayo sa isa’t isa. But the truth is, ang hirap pala mag-alaga ng feelings para sa taong parang hindi naman interesado o walang balak mag-effort. I waited for the replies, the check-ins, or even just a bit of sign na gusto mo rin akong kausap, but it never really happened. The lack of communication made me realize na maybe I was just falling for a version of you that I created in my mind, at hindi sa kung sino ka talaga. Hindi naman ako nagtatampo o galit, narealize ko lang na hindi ko pwedeng ubusin yung oras ko sa pag-aantay sa wala. Honestly, stopping that "waiting game" was the best thing I’ve done for myself. Lately, I’ve been pouring all that energy back into my own life—sa career ko, sa goals ko, at sa mga bagay na nagpapasaya talaga sa akin. Masaya ako ngayon kasi mas priority ko na yung sarili ko at narealize ko na my time and my peace of mind are too valuable to give away to someone who doesn't see their worth. I’m saying this not to start an argument, but to officially close this chapter in my heart. I’m letting go of the crush, the expectations, and the "what could have been." I’m choosing my own life over a daydream. I wish you the best, truly, and I hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for. Pero para sa akin, I’m finally moving on to bigger and better things. Take care.

jayt :

what if that breakup was really God's will? then, is there US in another dimension? maybe we really are meant to walk a different path so that we can find the ones that are really meant to be for us. a long road, 7 months of love and understandings — the road was long and the feelings was surreal, i felt genuine and unconditional love for the first time. u became my first gf and my greatest love, i treassured and cherished what we once had—the love, the moments, and those sleepless night we spent talking to each other. no regrets my love, all i did was out of love i have given u all the genuine and the most pure form of love i knew. i have no regrets, i gave it my all—i fought 'till the end, i never thinked twice about fixing every little mistakes. i wish you find yourself the happiest in another man's arms, may the warmth of love once again find you—i gave all my love you, i don't know if i can even love someone again. i'll just pray that someday, maybe someday—you will find the way back home to me again. sana kahit hindi mo nahanap 'yung rason para mag stay, sana magkaroon ka ng rason para bumalik. wishing you all the best my naira!

Kitty :

“was there a lifetime waiting for us?”

Ademie Perez :

เกล :

I met a girl, who I didn't think I would like. Because at first we just saw each other as friends, as trustworthy friends. Until the wind changed, everything has changed since we didn't understand each other. We ignore each other whenever we're friends together. I don't think we'll fix everything that's broken, because our pride is too high. Fate has been pushing us apart, since everything happened. It's not like before, whenever we're with other people, it feels like we have our own world. We are the only two who understand each other. I want to fix it, but I can see in her that she doesn't want to fix what's broken between us.