adrianngtss :
am i ever gonna recover? its been 2 1/2 years. Im over her, but the fear of betrayal, heartbreak, trusting another with the constant thought in the back of my head telling me “dont trust her, you know what happened last time” it always wins, but then my commitment issues, i talk to so may females man, and then i just get bored i get tired i dont wanna talk to them, but then i dont want to be lonley, but then I wanna be alone.. I dont know what to do man im lost this isnt me, i use to be so caring, so thoughtful of others, but i learned the hard way and took it as a lesson, the lesson may have had some benefits, but man it had some consequences.
2026-04-03 04:22:40