٭★SH1N★٭ :
Hi… if nababasa mo man ‘to, I just want you to know na I really appreciate your apology. Hindi ko inexpect na darating ‘yon, especially after everything that happened between us. Akala ko kasi tapos na talaga—like wala nang babalikan, wala nang kailangang pag-usapan, and I already made peace with the idea na hanggang doon na lang tayo.
Pero when you reached out, something in me moved again. Not in a way na gusto kitang balikan, but in a way na it reminded me na what we had was real, kahit papaano. You were my first “almost,” my first experience of something that felt genuine but didn’t last the way I hoped it would.
Ang hirap lang aminin na kahit tapos na, may part pa rin sa’kin na naaalala ka—not because I still want you, but because you were once someone important to me. You were someone I cared about deeply, someone I chose, even when things were already getting complicated.
Siguro what hurts the most isn’t the ending itself, but the realization na I had to let go not because I stopped caring, but because I had to choose myself this time. Kasi dumating ako sa point na I was giving more than I was receiving, and kahit gusto kitang intindihin, I knew I was slowly losing myself in the process.
I don’t hate you. And maybe that’s the hardest part—kasi mas madali sana kung galit ako. Pero hindi eh. I just learned to accept na some people come into our lives not to stay, but to teach us something we needed to learn.
You taught me how to love, but also how to let go.
And now, I’m choosing peace over “what ifs,” choosing myself over something that was never certain, and choosing to move forward kahit may mga bagay na hindi ko na makukuha pang closure the way I wanted.
So thank you—for the memories, for the lessons, and even for the pain. Kasi dahil doon, I grew.
Ikaw yung muntik ko nang piliin araw-araw… pero ngayon, sarili ko naman.
2026-04-01 15:26:54