@livc1996: Coincidentally I saw a tt the night before he passed telling me to document anytime you missed a loved one you’ve lost in hopes to help with grief and so I did exactly that. I’d picked up his clothes from the ward the day after he passed and I videoed telling him I’m gonna sleep with his jumper every night, and I do. It brings me so much comfort. I don’t even recognise who I was before I lost him anymore, he’s made me so strong. I miss him so much, wouldn’t wish the pain on anyone❤️🩹🪽