@sagethomass: omg #katyperry

bonyyy :

This might be the saddest song ever

Y :

i loved you, i really did. not in the loud, reckless way, but in the way a woman stays when it would’ve been easier to leave. i fought for us quietly, consistently, with patience i didn’t even know i had. i bent parts of myself just to make space for you, and i never once thought of it as a loss back then. i thought love was supposed to hurt a little, supposed to ask you to endure but loving you didn’t save us. effort didn’t turn into a miracle. all that wanting, all that choosing, still wasn’t enough to change the ending. and that’s the part i keep sitting with, the idea that you can do everything right and still lose someone. no grand betrayal. just two people wanting different things at different depths i replay everything in my head, not because i think i can fix it, but because part of me refuses to let it be small. what we had mattered to me. you mattered to me. i hate how easy it looks from the outside, like it was just another story that ended. it wasn’t. it lived in me. it shaped the way i speak, the way i wait, the way i love now i don’t blame myself the way i used to. i showed up. i stayed honest. i loved you in the only way i knew how, fully, even when it scared me. if that wasn’t enough, then maybe it was never about my lack, but about timing, about alignment, about things no amount of fighting could fix i’ll miss you without chasing you. i’ll remember you without reopening wounds. and one day, the yearning will soften into something quieter, not gone, just gentler. until then, i’ll let myself feel it. because loving you was real, and losing you doesn’t erase that.

zane :

And I was having a good mood today…

r :

ME WHEN THINKING OF YOU:

SKY :

That’s how I look every time I play that music.😩

Louai :

Alexander :

LOVE YOU QUEENIE🥰🥰 DO LEGENDARY LOVERS NEXT IT'S TRENDING

:? :

I’ve been thinking for a long time about how to say this, and honestly, no matter how many times I rewrite it in my head, nothing feels enough to explain how sorry I am. I know I hurt you, and I know that some of the pain you’re carrying right now came from me giving up on us when things got hard. That’s something I have to live with every day, and I genuinely regret it more than I can put into words. You deserved someone who fought harder, someone who stayed steady even when things became confusing, heavy, or exhausting. Instead, I let my fears, my doubts, and everything going on inside me overwhelm the relationship. I pulled away when I should have communicated better. I shut down when I should have been honest. And the worst part is that I know you probably felt abandoned by someone who once promised they’d always be there for you. Please believe me when I say that giving up on our relationship was never because you weren’t enough. You were more than enough. You loved me in ways I didn’t even know I needed, and you gave me patience, understanding, comfort, and care even during moments when I probably didn’t deserve it. I saw all of that. I still see it. And that’s part of why this hurts so much. But the truth is, I reached a point where I realized I was losing myself completely. I kept trying to ignore what was happening inside me because I didn’t want to disappoint you or hurt you, but eventually it became impossible to pretend I was okay. I really need time to figure myself out, to fix the parts of me that have been broken for a long time, and to understand why I kept pushing away someone I truly loved. I know that sounds selfish, especially after everything we shared, but staying while feeling emotionally lost would’ve only caused us even more pain in the long run. I hate that my decision made you feel like you weren’t worth fighting for, because that’s not true at all. The problem was never your worth. The problem was that I wasn’t mentally and emotionally in a place where I could love you the way you deserved to be loved. I was carrying so much confusion, pressure, and emotional weight that eventually I stopped recognizing myself.

N :

Katie Lee :

do ghost of you by 5sos pls (bonus points for the note change) 😅

Miss ka ba? :

I need this version 😭

abs🎼 :

ts has me like

aki :

but glad he’s fine yo

A Shore :

No the heated rivalry edits to this are ruining me

️️ ️️️️ :

ga relate sama lagunya, tapi kalo denger lagu ini tuh vibes nya kek sedih banget sakit nyesek semuanya gabisa dijelasin pake kata kata deh intinya...

Burger :

"Sounds like heaven but hurts like hell"

monmon :

𖦹*⋆LOU⋆.ೃ࿔ :