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ansquared06 :

"Thought this was love, I was misunderstood"😭

🌙 :

me when la la lost you plays:

rai :

sarap sa tenga sakit sa puso

zizahcute :

Nik udh nik

☆Zyanna!💞 :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you

è :

la la lost you at 3 am 😔😔

. :

kanino na?

ncmd :

scubasigma67skibiditoilet :

Hi R, i don’t know if you’ll ever see this but how are you? Is the girl your loving loves you the way i do? lol im pretty dramatic. I know i may say nonsense but i miss our kulitan at class. the ragebaiting, the tampuhan, lol i miss that dayzz. I hope the girl you’re loving treats you better, i’m sorry if i didn’t love you that much, sorry if i had some mistakes, but here im still yearning for you. I had hints for you to see, pero parang di mo naman nakikita which is fine by me. I confessed my feelings to you at October 5, 2025. I still remember that date, during our field trip we were inseparable, our friendship was strong. But i confessed lol.. I didn’t know you liked me too, we exchange our feelings, the whole section knows that we like each other. We want to stay lowkey, but we couldn’t. I wanted to focus on my studies, even my cousins know you, my cousins know how much i loves you. All my friends knows too, especially princess, livia, erin. I couldn’t balance you and my academics. Academics is the important thing in my life, i don’t even know if im going to have with honors. So that day, december 3. I decided to end things between us, you were so heartbroken lmao, i guess it was my fault, i broke your heart. Im sorry. Im very sorry. It wasn’t intentional, i just really need to. If i didnt even end things, we would be 8 months rn. Yes, 8 months. Even our english teacher knows us, so when did you meet this girl? january? december? november? i dont even know you were talking. But even if were not longer tg, im still jealous, i just realized that i can balance both things, im dumb, i was dumb. Im sorry. I hope your happy with the girl your inlove with. I hope your very happy with her. Im sorry. ILY. I hope you achieve your dreams.

Lilith ☕ :

"I could've stayed". "Then why didn't you?" "Cause you'd never want me to"

xiaolongbabe :

pwede mag open up dito? hindi mo man ako direktang niloko, pero sa dami ng bagay na tinago mo, para na rin akong iniwan kahit kasama pa kita. Mas naging madali sa'yo na maging totoo sa iba, habang ako, kailangan kong manghula kung mahal mo pa ba talaga ako o baka ako na lang ang natira sa atin. Hindi mo na ako kayang titigan gaya ng dati ‘yung tingin na parang ako lang ang laman ng mundo mo. Ngayon, parang palagi kang may ibang iniisip, ibang pinapangiti, at hindi na ako ‘yon. Ginawa ko ang lahat para sa’yo, pero kahit kailan, hindi mo ginawa ang kahit kaunti para iparamdam na sapat ako. Naging choice mo silang lahat, habang ako, unti-unti mong tinuring na routine isang bagay na nandiyan lang, hindi na pinapansin. Natutunan mong iparamdam sa ibang tao na espesyal sila, habang ako, napagod kakahintay na pansinin mo ulit. Hindi mo ako sinaktan sa isang bagsak pero araw-araw, sa mga maliliit mong desisyon, dahan-dahan mong tinanggal ‘yung tiwala ko, ‘yung respeto ko, pati na rin ‘yung sarili ko. Nung kailangan mo ako, ako ‘yung unang nandyan. Pero nung ako na ‘yung nangangailangan, ikaw rin ang unang nawala. At ang mas masakit, hindi mo na ako iniwan pero hindi mo na rin ako pinili. Masakit isipin na ang taong akala mong tatahan sa’yo, siya pa pala ‘yung unang lalayo. At minsan, hindi mo kailangan ng third party para masira ang relasyon. Minsan sapat na ‘yung unti-unting paglimot, ‘yung kakulangan sa effort, ‘yung pakiramdam na ikaw na lang ang may gusto. At ‘yon ang hindi ko na kayang tiisin.

al :

gw lagi eek tbtb lewat lagu syalan ini 🥺🥺

luvsyzxa_۶ৎ :

oh kanino na?

۶ৎAKI ۶ৎ :

It honestly feels unfair… kasi ikaw naman yung unang pumasok sa buhay ko. I wasn’t the one who looked for you, hindi kita hinanap—ikaw yung nag-initiate, ikaw yung unang nagparamdam na may something, na may meaning lahat. You made it feel real, like hindi lang siya temporary. I wasn’t even searching for anyone, pero somehow, naging part ka ng everyday life ko. As time went by, nasanay ako sa’yo—sa presence mo, sa way mo makipag-usap, sa kung paano mo ako tratuhin. You made me feel seen, like I actually mattered, na ako yung gusto mo, na ako yung pipiliin mo. Pero ngayon, I can’t help but think… maybe you didn’t really love me, maybe you just loved how I made you feel. Yung care ko, yung pag-stay ko, yung pag-intindi ko sa’yo. But when it came to actually choosing me, to standing firm sa kung anong meron tayo—you couldn’t do it. Hindi ka naging sure, hindi ka naging consistent. Hindi ako manhid. I notice everything. Napapansin ko yung small changes—yung paglayo mo, yung pagiging inconsistent mo, yung mga moments na parang wala ka na. I can clearly see kung sino yung mas nag-eeffort, kung sino yung mas may pakialam, at kung sino yung mas natatakot mawala yung isa. Alam ko rin na kinakausap mo lang ako kapag gusto mo—when you feel okay, when you’re happy, when it’s convenient for you. But did you ever realize na kaya kitang intindihin kahit anong pinagdadaanan mo? Even at your lowest, I was willing to be there, to make you feel na hindi ka nag-iisa. I was ready to stay—not just sa good days mo, but even sa worst ones. Ramdam ko kung kailan nag-iiba yung trato mo. I know when you’re no longer sure. Kahit wala kang sabihin, naiintindihan ko na kung anong nangyayari sa atin. I’m not stupid—I just chose to stay, kahit alam ko na yung truth. And the truth is… kahit nakikita ko na lahat clearly, pinili ko pa ring manatili—kahit ramdam ko na unti-unti, nagiging one-sided na lang lahat.

🐱 :

la la lost you tuloy☹

aulia :

STAAWWPPP

D :

wowpeaceeee00 :

Hi babe, I don’t know if you’ll ever see this, but if you do, then that’s okay. I’m just so frustrated about what happened to us. I keep asking myself, why? Why did you do that to me? Why did you choose to say those words and hurt me? Was it because you knew deep down that I would still understand you, even if it caused me pain? I miss those late-night calls—how we used to sleep and eat at the same time, and all our moments of affection. I keep asking myself: did you really not want to come back to me at that time? Did you truly want to end everything right then? I’ve started questioning again if everything I risked, everything I gave, and all the love I had wasn't enough. I’m not mad. I still love you. But why? Why did you choose those words without considering how I would feel? I wanted to reach out to ask you so many things, but I knew you wouldn't reply. You assumed I had moved on, even though I haven't. Just because I’m not constantly feeling the sharp pain doesn't mean I’ve moved on. How could I forget those 2 years and 5 months in just one month? Maybe I don’t feel the pain as intensely anymore because it has already hurt me so much. But please know that I don't regret anything that happened between us. Choosing you was one of the best decisions I ever made. Risking it all was my choice, and loving you so much was the best thing I’ve ever done. Did you know there was a time I wanted to call you and just pretend it was an accident? But I was so scared of what you might say. I was afraid you’d ask why I called, or tell me I’m disturbing you while you’re talking to someone else. I miss you so much, but there’s nothing I can do. You wanted me to move on, to let you go, and to stop talking to you. You asked if we could just 'take a rest' while I was still hoping you’d come back. I feel so empty without you. I used to just read long messages like this on TikTok, and now, here I am writing one. I’m giving you this year. I will wait for you this year. I love you more than words can express. I’ll be here waiting for you, my flight attendant. Take care

b_peterparker23 :

hope jogja holds you

caramel macchiato :

punyeta, humahanap lang ako ng ikakalungkot ko