secretF. :
I met my iris once. It wasn’t someone anyone would’ve suspected. I had a boyfriend, I loved him very much, but one day, I sat next to a girl in class, she leaned over with a big smile on her face and said she was glad to be sitting next to me. I knew her, I knew her very well actully, she was in my friend group in the past, and there was a point that it was only the two of us left trying to fight for that group, and that’s when we became close. We were best friends, and I never thought I would feel this way about her, but I did. It was so sudden, I denied it at first, but when I realized that she treated me a way I didn’t think she treated anyone else, I decided to hold on. I didn’t break up with my boyfriend, I just chose to also have someone else in my heart, because he wasn’t close enough to me that he would notice. She was this bright light, while I was going through a very tough time in life. She came over to my house more, we went to the fair together. And I remember, on Halloween, she came over to get ready with me and a few other friends. We decided to play some music, I asked her what she wanted to listen to, she smirked, and then played Iris on her phone and started dancing in her little costume, I stood up and danced with her. I realized then and there, she wasn’t going to leave my heart for a long time. I continued to sit next to her, she was always touchy, she’d brush her hand over my leg, or grab my hand, and she’d let me play with her hair. I got a girlfriend, came out to my friends, they all knew I was bi and I had broken up with my bf months before. We dated for a little over a month, but I couldn’t get her off of my mind, I don’t know if I ever will. If she ever sees this, which I know she probably won’t, but, you know who you are.
2026-05-25 22:56:45