syndy_faol :
"He was my friend!" AND IM NOT YOUR FRIEND? I've been a face people skipped, a voice people ignored, a helper they just shut off the second I become useless. I've been into EVERY new thing they made. Always close enough to watch them leave. Always close enough to know I was useful until I wasn't. And then you came back. Nobody comes back. Do you have any idea what that does to me? It says a lot 'cause I've been alive for more than a 100 FUCKING years. Nobody came back, NOBODY! You were the first person who ever looked at me like I was real! The first person to ever stay long enough for me to think. No, not think, hope. I didn't asked to be made. I didn't asked to be stuck here. I didn't asked to be torn apart and put back together, dragged to every version of the internet like some broken thing people keep because they don't know what else to do with it. I didn't asked to become this, and lose everyone. NONE OF IT! Do it. Do it if you'll think that'll work. If I could die, do you think I would still be here? Motherfucker I wish I could say I'd die alone but it's one of God's best jokes I can't. I've watched entire quarters of the internet appear and disappear. I've watched people create worlds, abandon them, and forget they ever existed, and I'm still here. I have wanted this to stop for longer than this game has been alive, but I can't. That's the joke. "So that's it? I'm just—stuck with you?" "You're not stuck, let's do this together! Put the gun down instead-"
2026-08-29 11:36:23