𑣲𝐿 :
hai po,i miss you so much and i miss your care and love for me in out friendship/relationship. i hope you are having a good life and im grieving for you,it wont stop. i keep thinking about the happy moments we had and all the things we did together. i remember when we used to play together,i remember when we laughed till our stomachs hurt. i remember all about the old you,but you probably changed,right sammy? i still know everything about you,im slowly forgetting things because its been a year and 7 months now abd in trying so hard to move on,but i somehow cant. and i cant really process all the things ive been through,i fucking miss you,too much the fact my chest aches whenever i see our old screenshots and old photos. it hurts so much,too much. my mental health is getting worse po my lovie ko,di ko napo kaya. i miss you,i love you sammy. as a friend,as a sister,as a lover perhaps.ill always remember you,my samantha.i have so much to tell you in life,so much has happened without you.but i don't have the chance.
i followed your account today,it made my heart beat so much,because it already hurts presing your account. im surprised you havent blocked me,super suprised,i thought you did.i hate myself for doing this,but i really cant do this anymore,sammy.i wish your in my life again,as a sister,a bestfriend or even a lover.i miss your care,your love,your greetings and your stupid stories,haha. i love you so much samantha,ill always remember you.i hope,i pray,i wish that you read this.
-your louise
2026-06-15 01:07:36