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i just wanna rant rq, idk why im crying about this rn. so we have this basketball league here in the Philippines. im not that good, but im trying my best to improve. i train almost everyday by myself early in the morning. i never see none of my teammates once do the same thing. but why? why dont they ever give me a chance? they didn't even let me play 5 whole minutes this last game i had. i missed one shot, subbed out, i make one mistake, sub out. and 95% of the chance, i dont get the ball, so how am i gonna have confidence in myself if my own teammates dont? when im sitting in the bench, they wont even look at me, and when they do, they act like im not there. this is just super frustrating for me, like, im doing everything i can, but i just cant even show my improvements
2026-04-11 13:20:31