@buji.kaee: I had so many plans for me and my mom once she got out of the hospital. keep your family members out of Advent Health Of Tampa Hospital! I was going to become a CNA so I could legally take care of her, because that hospital had my mom covered in bed sores, infections and overall unsanitary conditions that dint health her terminal illness of Congestive Heart Failure 😞. My mom wanted me to finish my cosmetology license because that’s what she always wanted for me, i dropped of of cosmo school bc life hit us hard. We loss our house had to live with family and i had to take care of her. We talked about so may places we wanted to go and things we wanted to do. I could and finally take her on that vacation and shopping spree 🛍️ she never got to enjoy.. And just like that… she was gone. I watched her take her last breath it still haunts me til this day. Nobody understood me, my mental was shot and still is . I’m still trying to keep going, still trying to become everything I promised her I would be. Some days I’m strong, some days I’m barely holding on but I’m still here. Somewhat . This grief is heavy, but I know I can’t stop. I’m doing this for her now. Trying my best to hold on and not give up. But man this some hard shit to deal with. Especially when you hae noonetha can truly relate to how you feel, the mix of emotions and feelings. Random waves of grief. Just isnt fsir to me or my mental, but im good momma. Hope you still baking them cakes and pie up there my love ✨🕊️ #grief #semicolon #depressionanxiety #mother #fyp

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