usedxoxo :
Hello ya ban, kamusta ka na lately? I hope life’s been treating you gently and that you’ve been okay, genuinely okay kasi you’ve been on my mind more than I’d like to admit, and I guess that’s why I’m here saying this. You weren’t my first, but you became my first real love, the one I loved the most, and until now ikaw pa rin. No matter how much I try to move forward, somehow I find myself coming back to you. I still miss you in ways I can’t even explain—your voice, your laugh, your random little stories, your presence. Even the simplest things about you na dati ay binabalewala ko lang, now those are the ones I miss the most. It’s crazy how someone can become your comfort and then suddenly be the one you long for.
Alam ko hindi naging madali ang lahat, lalo na sa kung paano ka mag-isip at umarte, pero I really tried to understand you, pati na yung mga parte mo na ang hirap abutin. But even then, hindi nagbago ang pagmamahal ko sa’yo—nandito pa rin siya. Thank you for that one year, baby, for all the memories, the moments, and for being someone I’ll never forget. Hindi ko alam kung makaka-move on pa ba ako nang tuluyan, pero honestly, forgetting you was never part of my plan. I can’t replace you, kaya dito lang ako—hindi nagmamadali, hindi pumipilit, just quietly waiting. I’ll stay, I’ll wait for as long as I can, hoping that maybe someday kapag ready ka na, we can still have a chance. Na kapag nagkita tayo ulit sa tamang panahon, things will be better, more certain, at hindi na natin kailangang bitawan ang isa’t isa.
Pero kung dumating man yung oras na yun at hindi na ako yung para sa’yo, tatanggapin ko naman kahit ang sakit. I’ll still wish you the kind of love you truly deserve—yung buo, sigurado, at mananatili kahit gaano pa kahirap ang sitwasyon. But for now, nandito pa rin ako, still hoping, still waiting, kasi ikaw lang talaga, baby. I miss you so much 😕
2026-04-11 09:25:36