Akagami :
Hey Alyssa, my love. It’s been a while how are you? I hope you’re doing well. First of all, I want to say sorry for everything I’ve done. I know you won’t be able to read this because it’s been so long since we last talked and I’m blocked by you, but still, I’m really, really sorry for everything. This is one of the things we never thought or expected would happen to us when we were just starting. But what’s done cannot be undone. I have a lot I want to say and ask you, and I know you do too. Because you left me without even saying goodbye or telling me you didn’t want me anymore at least that would have been enough. Because as each day passes, I keep wondering if you still love me, if you’ll come back, or if I’m just waiting for nothing. And I know you also had a lot you wanted to say and ask me before but couldn’t, because whenever we argued in person, you would hold yourself back. I could tell, because you weren’t like that when we argued through chat. Maybe it’s because you didn’t want to hurt me with your words or something. But I know all of this is my fault. I had so many red flags, even from the very beginning of our relationship, and I admit all of that. You gave me everything your 101% and I was really lucky to have you. But even then, I didn’t give you everything you deserved, and I apologize for that. Still, I’m really grateful that I met you and that you became mine, and I know you know that I loved you. It’s just that during the time we were together, I was so immature to the point that I didn’t even realize I was already hurting you, and little by little your feelings were drifting away from me. And even though I kept saying sorry, I kept repeating my mistakes. Eventually, you got tired and chose yourself over me, for your own good and that’s okay, because you deserve better. I wasn’t able to become better for you, even though I promised that I would never hurt you and would love you until the end of forever. But in the end, I didn’t keep my promise. I’m really sorry, Alyssa. I hope you can forgive me for all the foolish things I did to you. And maybe one day, if I’m given another chance to have you again, I’ll do everything for you. I’ll fix all
2026-04-26 13:35:29