Fleuryyy! :
You know what the feeling of liking someone or something that you know you can’t have. Love in a way is a thing you can’t choose because we think we should have everything we want, and our brains just fall in love. In my case, I’ve liked this girl. It’s something in the way she smiles and something in the way she looks—it’s like flies to fruit, I can’t get enough. I try and try to be someone different. I used to be so happy, and I didn’t care how people looked at me, but now I do. I’ve changed the way I look, act, talk, and just who I try to be. I never had problems talking to someone, but now it’s the fear of her just looking at me in a bad way. I know I can’t have her. I know she’s not mine. My friend likes her and the other way around. I know she’s not mine, but I can’t. I just can’t. I’ve waited and waited for someone to love and care for me, yet I don’t even love or care for myself. And somehow, even when I’m surrounded by people, I still feel alone with my thoughts, like nobody really sees the things I keep to myself. It’s a weird kind of loneliness, being around everyone but still feeling like you’re on your own. Maybe in another life, things would’ve been different. Maybe in another life, I would’ve been enough. — Alex
2026-05-06 20:29:27