Neveah :
I’m truly sorry for all the mistakes I made towards you my baby Nikko and for all the pain I caused you. I know that what happened between us was mostly because of me, and until today, I still carry that guilt in my heart. I know we are no longer together, and I also know that maybe your feelings for me are no longer the same, or maybe they are completely gone. But deep inside, I still keep hoping that there is still a small piece of love left for me in your heart, even if it’s only a little.
No matter how hard things are now, I still choose to wait for you. Even if the chance for you to come back feels impossible, I will still stay here, waiting for you with the same heart. I know waiting for someone who may never return is painful, but my feelings for you have never truly left. I still love you in ways I cannot explain, and that is why I cannot simply let go of everything we had.
Right now, I’m living with so much regret. I regret letting my own problems, my overthinking, and the pain I was carrying destroy something that meant so much to me. If I could turn back time, I would choose differently. I would hold on tighter, love you better, and fight harder for us.
I know saying sorry may never be enough to fix all the damage I’ve done, but I still want you to know that my apology is sincere. I’m not asking you to forget everything overnight, and I’m not forcing you to come back. I just want you to know that if one day life gives us another chance, I would never take it for granted again. I would cherish you more, understand you better, and treat you with the love and care you truly deserve.
I still hope that maybe one day, we can fix what was broken and rebuild what we lost. And if that day ever comes, I promise I will love you better than before, in a way that is softer, more mature, and more sincere. Until then, I will keep carrying this love for you, and I will keep waiting, even if it hurts, even if it takes a long time, because some people are just too special to be forgotten.
2026-04-26 11:48:48