real.loneliness
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𐂯ᏒᎩᏋ𐂯 :
I never got to know her favorite flower, but if she were a flower, she woule be a lily of the valley. Not because of its delicate petals, or because of its beauty tho that is a factor. But rather because of its meaning, this flower used to represent a secret love kept close to the heart, it also is often planted in early april and blooms in late april, the same day we met and not only that, my birthday. not only does it bloom on my birthday but this flower is known to be a religious symbol, and a return of happiness and new beginnings. Which is ironic, because that was the exact reason we coudnt be together and the outcome we couldive had.
2026-05-25 18:21:47
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CyzEmelinez🦄 :
I love him so much but I fucked up
2026-04-12 19:08:28
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𖥻 ׁ ׅ vanilla .ᐟ ׁ ׅ ⋆ :
He’s genuinely the best thing that’s happened to me, I don’t know where I would be without him. I love when he called me “Angel, baby, my love” it makes me smile and want to cry. I hate being on this break because I can’t tell him how much I love him, i love him more than myself. He brings a smile to my face everytime i see his notification pop up or when someone mentions him. I could have the worst day ever and one talk would make me feel so so so much better. I want to call him my love again, i want to be his again, i hope this break ends soon and we get together because without him I feel so alone. I love him, I’ve never ever felt this way about someone. I never felt truely loved and listened to until he showed up I love you so much soul
2026-06-25 07:27:18
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patricksnowfr :
Ooh where to start. The day she walked into my life it’s like a switch flipped in my head. I don’t even have the courage to admit it but I fell in love with her the first time we talked. Neither of us made a move for a long time after and we both had our own relationships that ended for one reason or another. But then, we came back together, and what a lucky man I am to say that. Her eyes glisten like they’re their own celestial being. Her blonde hair lights up my world, especially when there’s a glisten of sun in it. Her touch feels like i’ve been graced by a god among men, and in a way I have. Not a day goes by where I don’t thank whichever god may be up there for the opportunity to call myself her boyfriend. My life feels incomplete without her by my side, and I don’t want anything to ever change that for me. I love you L, I hope we get to be a forever love story some day 💗
2026-04-13 08:23:20
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★ :
for a long time, i didnt believe in love. until i met him. he changed me. made me happy. made me feel like the most special and amazing girl in the world. he would call me every chance he got. a few days ago we went to bed otp and his phone died, and he went to school and said “i miss you and i wish i called you before i left” he wouldnt leave me alone. he texted me non stop all day everyday because he wanted to talk to me. i thought this was forever. i thought i finally found my person. until saturday night. he was at prom, and decided he didnt want to be with me anymore. he blocked me that night. i didnt get a reason. he just didnt want to be with me anymore. but im forever grateful for him. no matter how long we were together. ill always cherish what we had. i miss you and i love you most brian.
2026-05-18 13:15:45
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JackWasHere :
Cringe story time! So basically We go to the same school and I don’t know if she knows but ever since I’ve first seen her I thought she was straight gorgeous but I was too scared to talk to her, a few months later in dec 2025 out of nowhere she started talking to me and I wasn’t she sure if she would ever talk to me again but I was glad she did that day. The following days she would come see me everyday and I couldn’t tell if lost a bet or something or if she really wanted to get to know me but I knew for sure I really appreciated her company. About a month later I start to realise that I like this girl, my brain is telling me that there’s no chance on this earth she likes me back so I tried to stop feeling the way I did but I can’t help how I feel. Painfully enough about a week after that she starts to talk to me less and less to a point where she can walk past me without even looking at me. I wasn’t sure if it was intentional or not or if she was trying to avoid me for a good reason but it really hurt me for a good while. A few weeks after that phase we ended up having to face eachother because of a school club, the same one where I had first ever seen her. During that she starts talking to me again as if nothing ever happened and I’m not sure if I was delusional or if she really was ignoring at this point. Seeing her talk to me like she didn’t seriously hurt me made me kinda mad but I was also kinda really happy to have a conversation with her again, even if I tried not to show affection I couldn’t. After that I wasn’t sure if she would continue ignoring me or if we’d go back to friends like we were before but the next day at school (which was a Friday) I saw her with a group of her friends but I chose not to disturb her but as I walked a way she actually called my name and gave me a wave which was in a way sorta reassuring. The following week she started talking to me again everyday just like she had before and the next Thursday after that school club I walked with her to her bus stop while wondering if it meant anything to her. The next day, Friday 13th of February the previous day we had exchanged contacts and on the Friday before Valentine’s Day PART 2 🔽
2026-04-13 20:09:07
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secret :
love of my life and walked away from it on a random weekday.
2026-06-26 21:58:12
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j :
She is so so so amazing to me and i wish she really understood how much worth she has and how perfect she really is. I love her so so so so much and she is honestly amazing she’s all I could ask for and all I could ever want and need. I would love for her to see her thr way I do.
2026-04-13 19:54:34
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cixrx_x :
awh honestly she is the best girlfriend i have ever had she treats me so right she’s so beautiful too and i just hope we last forever because she makes me the most happiest in life
2026-04-12 23:13:05
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nolantheravioli :
oh my god yes ! I’ll rant ! I LOVE them so much when I was in the darkness they were my light I love them so much not even the words can’t explain it they’re my first REAL LOVE . I swear they teach me so many things and make me feel like I’m an actual person and a real boy and everything no matter what happens I’ll genuinely always love them till the day I die , even in the afterlife I will. Their my love and anything,, their so beautiful and gorgeous I love when they get flustered when i tell them the truth about how adorable they are and I swear, I just can’t wait for the day to kiss their face and tell them how much I love them, their every good word in the dictionary and I love them more the the entire UNIVERSE, WORLDD . Everything. No matter what ups and downs we have it doesn’t the change the love we have for eachother and I’m glad our love grows every second . I think about them every day it’s not even funny like . “ I wish my love was hers” and I think about holding their hand everywhere we go.
2026-04-13 20:23:40
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медведь.😼 :
Oh well, Her magnetic eyes, the blue rimmed eyes with emerald green in the middle. The light that shinned off of her hair. The blue hair, oh the most breath taking blue ever. She would always dye it. She dyed it when she felt an emotion she had no idea how to show. She expressed it with colors. She would always complain about how dead her hair was but no matter what, it was always pretty. The way she held my hand during any tough time. She would always carry the burden, she never let me carry any problem on my own. She never let me carry her problems though. I always wish i could go back and take some weight off of her shoulder though. She was the most funniest person ever. Her laugh like an angel from heaven. She made me laugh on my toughest days, my most emotional days. She never let me stay sad the whole day. She would burden herself just to keep others. I wish she knew how much better she deserved. But those days are over.
2026-04-14 00:59:58
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𝒜ꨄ :
He truly is the one, he accepts me for who I am and he doesn’t judge me or tell me to change he just learns how I am. I seriously love him so much and I always will. He has these beautiful eyes and pretty smile and when he looks at me he looks at me like im the only girl in the whole world. I never want him to be hurt ever again and I’ll protect him forever. I love him more than anything and I’m so very grateful he deals with me and how horrible I am. I love you V
2026-04-13 18:40:41
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Viktor 👾 :
Levi is genuinely the light to my day. I know I was to late after I broke up with him because I was going to commit but then the attempt didn't work and I had already broke the bond we had from pushing him away. but we started talking again and I found out he has a boyfriend, his boyfriend sucks though but it's doesn't seem like I'm any better to him. he said he's interested in me as a friend and theat completely broke me because I want to be able to call him those sweet nicknames again. Levi is so amazing and kind and sweet, I wish he didn't have to go though baby pain or that he's would stop hurting himself because he truly means so much to me and I love him so damn much. Everytime we call I make sure my hair looks the best and I try to make my voice sound deeper and try to look the best I can for him because I feel like he's so attractive and cool that he thinks I'm just a loser most the time. God I love him so much and I need him back.
2026-06-05 06:56:30
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Hollyyy :
I love him with my whole heart n soul and I know he has a lot going on and I always wanna be there for him ik he won’t ask for it but I wish he did I hate seeing him struggle. He’s never failed to make me laugh from a long day of school nor has the ever failed to make me laugh when I’ve been sad or mad. He’s so gentle and sweet with me even on the days he has multiple things or he’s busy. He always makes time for me no matter what. He brought my smile back for so long now and I really want us to last longer. I wish he knew how much I cared n loved for him. I wish he knew that when I looked at his reposts I could fix everything going on for him. I wish he knew how extremely handsome he was. His eyes are so beautiful n perfect. N don’t let me forget his eyelashes like why can’t I have long eyelashes like him 😞. I love his smile and the way he looks. From head to toe he’s such a beautiful human being and I love him so much. Even when we fought or were mad he still shows he cares after and makes sure I’m okay. If he knows something is really wrong he’ll spam call me and I live when he does it. He’s always there for me and he cares so much for me. And I hope I show it back because there is nothing more important on this planet than him. I’d do whatever to make all his problems go away. I love when he sends me messages in all caps or the way he sends me huge paragraphs when he knows I need them and I love when we double messages or more it’s so cute. He’s such an awesome and amazing soul and k wish he knew that. I love when he tells me beforehand where he is going so I don’t worry or he tells me he is busy so I don’t think he’s ignoring me. I love his loyalty his honesty his personality I love the way he communicates and tells me things. There’s so much about him I wish he knew I loved him so much I really care for him so much more than myself and I don’t know what I’d do without him. He makes me so happy just by texting me and he’s just such an honest pure soul. I love him so much
2026-05-20 00:53:32
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𝐿𝒾𝒹𝓎𝒶✝️🤍 :
he’s so perfect but he’s got such a big ego, i love the way he makes me feel and his smile and i just wanna give him the world, i just wanna be perfect for him and im trying but ive never loved anyone more. i love every “flaw” and every mistake he makes, i love when he calls me sweetheart and i love his touch so much, he’s so perfect and i love him to the moon and back
2026-04-13 21:33:25
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𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓯♡ :
Where do I start holy ok so the first time I met him and saw him on the first day of school I fell in love. I got his number from my friend because I thought he was so cute so I texted then texted and I fell harder and harder.we keep snapping ever day like he acts like he likes me so much and he never tells me. I never told him I land I never will. I’m always on delivered and always on opened for so long but it’s ok because I like him and he doesn’t like me and he never will.
2026-05-22 02:59:53
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phila :
for once, i at least felt understood for how i felt and whatever i was dealing with. for the longest time the only words i’ve ever heard were, “just move on”, “not that big of a deal”. even though it got repetitive, she still stuck around. i’ve known her for a good 7 years, i felt comforted by her. that was rare to say the least. we were always there for each other but i fear she was there for me more than i was for her—mainly out of being stupid. it’s been 6 months now since we’ve distanced but 2 now after receiving closure to move on. what sucks was we were close to dating. we never got to hug each other either. she touched my soul before having physical contact with me. now that she’s gone all i hope is that she’s still okay because deep down i still love and care for her. if i can’t be there for her anymore up close ill sit by and wait from afar.
2026-05-19 12:58:09
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𒄆 glocixun.lt :
i love seeing these paragraphs knowing dang well I used to write like this
2026-05-20 02:25:57
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𐔌՞⁔•͈ ·̫ •͈⁔՞𐦯 :
i lovw him so much and i miss him more than everything, i can hear his little snores on the phone as he sleeps right now. i hope one day he understands i love him and comes back. everyday feels like misery. he has this humor thats genuinely only him, and his art is amazing. hes so talented. he doubts himself but hes my world. i see everythinf in him. even if his future isnt ours, i know he still has a bright one for just him.
2026-05-01 14:59:33
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★ოíժղíցհԵ★ :
I love them. Really I do and I have so much care and love and appreciation I have for all of my friends. Irl and online. But there two specific people that have been on my mind. Used to be one but now two that have popped up. Not saying names but initial I’ll say. L. Oh before and after she moved was best moment I made with her. B4 she moved. I forgot when we met and how it felt first the first time but oh. Half way? It felt like I was on the clouds. So fluffy and warm and soft. Like a cold brew and you get to snuggle in your bed all warm and fuzzy and feeling relaxing. I remember the calls. The movies we went to watch and gave me one of her plushie. The laughable and ridiculous but funny moment. Tears to laughter moments. It felt she was part of me and I was part of her but yet again. Felt like she was my child. Felt like I was her mother. I love her like a caring mother would. Only if I wasn’t so afraid and teach fear. I would shower her with love every chance I get and tell her I love her and give her little things she appreciates. Only if I wasn’t so drained and tired all the time. I would give her all the love I had in my heart and show her how much she means to me. I love her endlessly like a black hole. I care f4 her like a black hole. She brightens my day no matter what. But, unfortunately. The feeling does go down a bit. I reread the message we had. Ik I’m being clinging and a bit too attached but I miss her a lot. I miss her laughter when she was here physically. I miss her smile. Her eyes. Her hair. Her voice. Her expression. Everything about her. I’ve been missing her the moment she moved. It all quiet now she not here physically. I miss the way she talks. Her jokes. Her looks. I miss her a lot. It sounds like obsession but I promise it’s not. I just really miss her like a child lost their favorite toy. She reasons why I lived a little longer. She reasons why I push myself into staying. She reasons why I kept trying. I remember the calls as if they were yesterday. The texts. The games. The jokes. All memories we made. Yes we do still talked. Yes we still have each other contact but it’s feels rare now. We barely talked now. Barely call.
2026-05-11 03:16:57
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🖤🕸️ :
He's genuinely made me the HAPPIEST I've ever been, he's always there for me and he listens, he doesn't judge me. And he just treats me so well it makes me cry, in my past relationships they just didn't like me or used me. But him? oh my lord, he's the guy I've been praying for my whole life. he saved me in so many ways that I don't know how to explain, he doesn't yell at me, he doesn't get mad when I express my opinion and he actually apologizes and wants to fix it. We haven't argued because we communicate, he's made me want to future with him when I didn't want one for myself and he just makes me so happy I don't know what I would do without him He's my everyday pinkie pie if pinkie pie was a guy and white. I can joke with him and also be serious with him I can have deep talks with him and he can do the same with me, but he doesn't rush things he wants to know when I'm uncomfortable and when I am comfortable. And for the first time in my life, I cried because he treats me so well instead of me crying because I'm being treated horribly. he says he does bare minimum but it's not my bare minimum. I love him so much
2026-05-19 04:48:44
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Vinx ⁉️ :
I’m completely ensnared by him. To those small quirks, his behaviors, his traits, the way he tries for me. Even when I’m difficult, he’s there, and I’m so thankful for that. When he started courting me, he made me realize that I wasn’t hard to love, I just wasn’t in the right place. But now I am, cradled in his warm embrace. Even if he does make mistakes sometimes, I’m willing to work through it, no matter how long it takes, no matter how hard it might be, he’s worth it. Seeing him, having his company will always be worth it. I love him because no matter what he might be going through — he tries, he always tries for me, for us.
2026-04-13 19:10:18
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malaia :
oh, where do I even start… He’s the funniest, sweetest, most kind loving person I have met. He changed my life and the way I view things completely. It was all so good until it wasn’t. I miss him, and mostly I miss us but ik I can’t have him… I wish things didn’t have to be this way, I wish I could ever only be the one..
2026-05-19 02:51:10
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I know we met online on TikTok but gosh this girl has changed my life in so many ways, she’s always managed to make my day so bright whenever I was in the dark. Even on the days she didn’t know I was going through, I’ve always hated having my camera on with people but with her I know she won’t judge, her FaceTiming me makes me feel so safe and warm in the inside. I love her cute laugh and little smile whenever she’s happy, she’s so insanely beautiful.
2026-05-21 06:05:07
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